when the world is crazy and all you want is one person, does that make you crazy. i mean with everything going to hell and if you are having a bad day, and all you want to do is be with one person, does that make you legally insane. i have had a weird couple of days and all i want to do is be with her. things feel different. not necessarily our relationship but all of everything in general. but all i want to do is be with her and tell her i can change for her even if it might take me a while.

Life is a dream. Lately i have felt that sensation over and over again. My everyday activities have come to make me feel as if i am living in a never ending dream. No consequences, no hurt, just a dream that i could wake myself up from at any moment. I guess it sounds pretty creepy but i don't know what to do with it so... if anyone has any suggestions, feel free to clue me in. It just kinda freaks me out because now i feel like nothing can be real, but i want it to be. My girl is great and she makes me happier than anything in the world, if that isnt real... i don't know what ill do, but i guess that is enough rambling for one night. later.