i havent writen in here in a long time so i will write in it now. lol. but im not living at home anymore, i just couldnt take it there with them, so im living with my fiancce. his name is jon he is 19. i love him to death, he has been my friend for 3 years and i have had a huge crush on him for 2 of thoughs years. then i finally got up the nerve to ask him out and he said yes, now he wants to get married and have kids with me. but have no fear i am waiting til i graduate from high school to marry and til im about 25 to have kids. but heres an update on my life so far. if u want to know more message me. peace.

my sister rachel died 2 days ago from a brain anerism (didnt spell that right) i tried to wake her up in the morning to go to school and she never woke up and so i called for my mom and we called the ambulance. but i thought i would let u guys know. for all the people that knew her i know she would say peace and she loved you all! to all the people that didnt know her you missed a great person with a beautiful soul but we will miss her always. she will always be remembered as the funny one that always stood up for me when people were mean. R.I.P. my best friend and sister i love you forever and always. 'friends may come and go but our love is forever' 'if you got murdered. i wouldnt be at your funeral, i would be in jail, for killing the mother fucker who killed you'~ we would always say that to each other before we went to be or got off the phone

MEN SUCK! i dont understand how guys can be such assholes and have no consideration for a women like saying that u love them and then in that same day call them a stupid bitch and then hang up and then u call back and a girl answers and says he doesnt want to be with u! how could guys do that, its so heartless, if u didnt want to be with that person anymore then u tell them and not be a dumbass

ok august really sucked because my uncle died the 2nd and then on tuesday my grandma was in the hospital and then later that night one of my good friend named Cody died in a freak accident and i cant take anymore deaths in my live and if i do then after them, i will die because i just cant talk it anymore! i really really cant!

wat the hell! i hate guys that think that their "all that" and people that call me a stupid hoe can go to hell cuz they dont even know me and just because i've had sex with 1 guy doesnt mean im a hoe, ok so whoever thinks im a hoe go to hell u stupid donkey raping craddle robbing asshole!

2 days ago my uncle dick died and when my mom told me i cried so hard and i cant take it anymore i miss him soo much! he used to own a snack shack and sell slushies and i always used to get a blue berry slush and he always used to say it made my eyes bluer! and he used to rock me to sleep by the campfire at night and he was a security guard at the campground and the curfue was 11:00pm and i always stayed out later and he never cared and i miss him soo much and i cant take it anymore!!!