well i have brown hair and blue eyes and i love to play guitar ,i write poetry in my spare time and when im depressed or mad or something my bestfriends name is loren she rocks my pants off lol and my boyfriends name is derrick weve been going out for 6 months i love him!!!!!and i cant forget my other bestfriends i love you lizzie,fanny,and feona!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!                                                                             EVERY STEP I TAKE,  EVERY MOVE I MAKE,EVERY SINGLE DAY EVERYTIME I PRAY ..........IM STILL MISSING YOU........THIS IS TO MARSHALL STEVENS 11-21-05-12-11-05                                                                                                                 *****If you had me alone, locked up in your room for 24 hours, and I had to do whatever you wanted me to do, what would you do with me?*****                                                                                                     FRIEND STABS YOU IN THE BACK AND THEN YOU DIE BUT IN THE END YOUR FRIENDSHIP WAS JUST A LIE NEVER GET A BESTFRIEND IF YOU WANNA BE HURT THEIR BACKSTABING BITCHES THAT MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE DIRT.YOU THINK YOU CAN TRUST THEM BUT CAN YOU HELL NO.I GUESS THATS JUST THE WAY IT GOES THERE SUPPOSED TO HELP YOU WITH YOUR PROBLEMS AND CARE ABOUT WHAT YOU WRITE AND THERE SUPPOSED TO BE THERE FOR YOU AT ANY TIME AT NIGHT. I THOUGHT I HAD ALL THESE QUALITIES IN YOUBUT I GUESS I WAS WRONG.YOUVE CHANGED AND NOW YOU DONT CARE LIKE YOU USED TO YOUR STUPID BOYFRIEND CORRUPTED YOU!!!!!!!                                                                                                                WHERE HAVE I BEEN THESE PAsT TWO YEARS.I GUESS I DROWNED IN MY TEARS.I HAVENT BEEN OUT MUCH AND I HAVENT GOT MUCH SLEEP,MY HEART IS TO BROKEN, AND MY BODYS TO WEAK.I LAY IN MY BED CRYING AT NIGHT AND USUALLY ALL THROUGH THE DAY I FINALLY TOOK IT TO THE LIMITS AND USED A RAZOR BLADE.MY DAYS FULL OF MISERY MY NIGHTS MEANING LESS AND COLD THIS PAIN IS GETTING HARD TO DEAL WITH AND IN MY MIND THESES BAD MEMORIES HOLD....                                                                                                               I STILL LOVE YOU.......   LIKE I THOUGHT YOU DID ME...............I THOUGHT WE WERE PERFECT.BUT I GUESS NOT MENT TO BE ................  YOU SAID YOU'D DO ANYTHINFG FOR ME.THAT FOR ME YOU'D GIVE YOU LIFE.BUT I GUESS YOU NEVER MENT ANY OF IT.THAT YOUR LOVE FOR ME WAS JUST A LIE.WHEN WE KISSED,WHEN YOU CARED SO.............EVERYTHING WAS RIGHT AND NOW THERE IT GOES..........YOU WOULDNT EVEN CARED IF I DIED TOMARROW.YOU WOULDNT EVEN SHED A TEAR OF SORROW........................ I MISS YOU...BUT IM SURE YOU DONT MISS ME .........IM JUST SOME ONE YOU USED...........................*YOUR BABY*