aaahhhh well. Everytime I write in here, I want to write about this guy I like but I always change my mind. It's kinda been making me crazy, not telling anybody. Of course no offence to my friends. I just feel like you guys got more important stuff to think about. You'll know what im talkin about if you dont read this whole thing. Meh I dont know... I guess it's really no big deal... at least thats what makes me keep my thoughts to myself. Anyways I feel a little better know...

hello ppl:( i dotn know wat to write....if i write wat i want i thing i might get in trouble...but if i dont write it... i dnt know... i wont write it. that sounds so emo doesnt it. any way...now that my computer works i can get online more. GUESS WAT!!!! I'M GOIN TO COLLEGE!!!! YAY ME!!!!! that makes me happy. it also makes me happy that honda-san picked kyo. i love kyo...and being random. ok so now i dont know wat else to write...maybe some one will tell me how to feels better when one is not feelin good... maybe.

la la la la laaaa laa laa la la la. you know you love my singin' dont lie to your self, you want it!!!

today i found out they took my lil sister 2 another state & my heart is crushed. im not usually this depressed.

bitter sweet tear wash down my face as i embrace my fears and forget this place i dream of a happier time where smiles reign and laughter is the only pain i pray for a warmth all my own in the comfort and safety of my home                        i dont know wat 2 do anymore. this one is     lost & hopeless~.~    kenmei~89 xoxoxo