My Poetic Nile
SOME HUNDRED MILLION MILES
Can we run one hundred million miles, before the salt catches up to me?
Holding hands as I whisper Nile, can I trip you into a dream?
Are you scared that this air may not contain us for as long as we both may breath?
Ride this chance to ignite us, we won't need air like the rest of these.
Let new sunrises be your anchor into a happy place with a gental breeze.
Or can I order you a thousand miles to map a world you can not see?
Tie the stars together, can I? If one falls it'd fall to me.
Tie you to the one that falls, to lift you up with ease.
Easier said then done, some hundred million miles to come, to come. To come.
-Dusketti
I Love You.
At that place there's a face that riddles my mirrors
But my flesh can't reflect all the feelings I feel there.
So I watch the armies of sunsets awaiting my arrival
Sadly my mornings live in upset still fighting my survival
So you name me your outcome of one we'll never see
Just a name on a page, you wish to never read
Under me underline every spoken word erased
Think of me standing here, some words will never fade.
-Dusketti
My Pain
My soul face, is masked in pain
My whole face, can't distribute it's name
My hands bound, in the struggles I've fought
My wrists bound, though my movements are not
My life's laced, in the rhythms it sings
My flesh laced, but no visible s remain.
My lips stitched, in my most inner moment
My eyes stitched, so I can't see all that holds me.
My body stands, while others do not
My heart stands, despite how I rot
My coffin lays, exactly as I made it
My soul lays, exactly how you slayed it.
-Dusketti
A Case of Life...
I have a whisper for your secluded case
This note it scribes your message of fate
Then this a prize with out demise
You'll find I've found A Case of life.
And I'd give it to you if you only wanted it
A prize on your pedestal though you've never fought for it
Never asked, never seen, never sought for it
But I'd give it to you if you only wanted it.
Oh how errors have haunted my thoughts of you
My mistakes I must take to learn a lesson or two
But this feeling I'm feeling of one hundred and two
There's no cure for it now, except I'm talking it through
My mission confused I can't stop what I do
Each second, an etch, in my heart hollowed through
How poress* my pump as each thought leaves a seed
Wrapped up in a lot, so much I can't breath.
I see at last your pain will be a lasting one
No pump can filter or fix all the vile he's done
Each clinging to the flaws of the other as one
Only weakness makes you want him to come.
Then as you know you can get what you want
But with him will you ever be one hundred and one?
Your confidence in shock sends me gloomy s this day
How poress* my pump I'll absorb all your dismay.
And send it to me I'd have it no other way for you
If this is the cost, I'd be happy to pay for you
But misery's a loss I can't watch as your slayed for him
Daily your slayed as he leeches your ways to him.
With negatives that out way the just if it.
My eyes bleed my crys at the thought of anything worse of it.
Oh how forgiveness is never deserved of Shit.
And you never deserved a single ounce of it.
And here I had a chance for two
A fountain with out confusion that bloomed like it should
Not a flower after you felt sick of your blues
A Mountain of blooms before your news turned a blue
And not that it should or will at a must
There are cases of life, where's yours if you look?
THe best things in life are harder to Find
Harder to Fix and Harder to Try
Harder for you cause your worth all it's time.
Sadly you knew, but don't bother to try.
And I'd give it to you if you only wanted it
A prize on your pedestal though you've never fought for it
Never asked, never seen, never sought for it
But I'd give it to you if you only wanted it.
A Case of Life...
-Dusketti
Bloom the Moon
Yes each take is tick on the clock of our watch
Our checkered steps skip till we trip on our walk
A piercing that fits if we fix it with thought
But there's never a wanting for loving what's not.
So stuck are we here im there when your not
HERE is the place when you're stuck in your thoughts
But swim till we've gathered before you are caught
Taking this chance there's no risks of your heart.
Vile the poison that seeps in through your lips
A kiss of the trusted a must if it fits
But mixed in the wrongs of a past set a list
A wrong is a wrong, set a right with a wish.
...
I wish to bloom the moon above in your sky
Let petals drape you in love your shelter from lies
And build you a castle to keep in your world
So all that you love will fit where it should.
...
And this river of my poetic Nile
Flows through my toes to lift me awhile
So that when happiness is seen where everyone should
You'll see it as I, on top of the world.
-Dusketti
The Lime Stopping Time
My back, my head hurts
Six thumps leaves me dark
Each one scarred cause love hurts
They've parked their fears in hearts.
Those Beauty Fish I whisper
My echos to their name
Each one has slipped for sure
Afraid and swam away.
To Burden my surprise I wish
I'll stay adrift in lonely seas
Each tear I soak in daily burning
Watch these seas be apart of me.
And today they call me, burnt black
Sadness, they leave me between my screams
My soul burns so much for them
Their ashtray I've come to be.
Now SOUR their tongues in rhythm
Let each taste bleed my truth
This confusion keeps me throbbing
And drains my heart of all it's truth.
And with each dame I've encountered
Sickly are their minds
They left me never knowing
I could of been, The Lime Stopping Time.
-Dusketti
My Burning Desire
Have you ever felt the fire of a burning desi-re..?
Ache through the phone of a one way wi-re..
I can't stop, she wont stop.
As I wanna reti-re
If i spilled my blood could i put out the fi-re..
Harden my heart as shes lovin me high-er
Higher me still, as she crushes me soundly
I'll still cry cold with people around me
And I wont stop, till she's finely found me...
So I'm that one stop wreck and I recken I've been
I bit a bit of luck as I was,
Walkin, and talkin, and stopin and stealin, and feelin,
My life drain as it pains me as I'm losin my friends,
I'm a sin...
I've sinned my life, A sin I've been
I see her now, I cry here now
Sound-less for you...
It made a breach in my mind, One true rock in my soul
But I was fed up feelin, I'm lost in my world
I gotta see my bars so I can wear my pain...
I gotta lose what I got so I can learn to love it again.
And love my regrets, I'll thank'em for makin amens
As the sand pours away, I'll mold it, Put it back in again
-And my friends will wonder where I've been...
I took a cruise, capsized, with a reality benge
I took my life, mansized it, in the shape of a friend
And regrets are just a phase, a part of life I lived then
I'm lovin how they made me
So I'd do'em, AGAIN and Again and Again and Again!
So have you ever felt the fire of a burning desi-re..?
Ache through the phone of a one way wi-re..
I can't stop, she wont stop.
As I wanna reti-re
If i spilled my blood could i put out the fi-re..
Harden my heart as shes lovin me high-er
Higher me still, as she crushes me soundly
I'll still cry cold with people around me
And I wont stop, till she's finely found me...
But with my cold luck, I'm destined to fuck
Fuck up again to feel the fire flux
I can't stop, she won't stop
As her drills surround me
All tear my mind and all hope around me
Around she tests as she's workin my best
Testin my nerves as it's workin my chest
Deep in my veins as I lack lustin pain
Killin me maim all the words she can say
Say no more, I understand your way
Lovin me harder, just to change my ways
Change I will, It's love I'll stay
Staying next to you, Always.
-Dusketti