I'm back in my own, freezing room.
I've started on a new manga, Dengeki Daisy.
It's interesting.
My best friend since 5 grade is leaving for college. Man does time fly.
Jay hasnt contacted me in 4 days. Sadly the only reason I bought the ipod was to talk to him more.
I should have saved it for college.
I'm dumb.
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alone.
Now the only bad thing about sleeping in my sis's room is theres limited bed space, and I cant cry in self pity.
Which is ok cause I pick warmth that wallowing in tears anyday, but man... sometimes you just have to cry.
Lately, everything has been reminding me of Jay. From the English flag being everywhere to every one being british or talking in an english accent or SOMETHING!
It's really starting to piss me of... or make me sad. Both.
Also lately, I've been sleeping in my sister's room. Now the logic reason is cause her room is warmer than mine... but my pathetic reason is because I dont want to be alone.
Christmas/New years time is always hard, just like Valentines, these holidays make me fat and remind me I'm
>3>
Stupid holidays.. I miss Jay. I can't wait until his present comes and until I send his present (which might be tomorrow). I've found myself watching his youtube videos that are him talking about Transformers and being a total dork. xD
I've also been listening to his songs on myspace.
http://www.mys
^ Thats it. Cinderblock grandmother. Bore on the FM Waves is my favorite song.. ironic enough..
BLARG! :/ I can't wait until my Ipod 4g comes in the mail. :3 At least then I can talk to my friends more and bring them outside and in the car with me and they can watch me drive (if my battery is full) or so.. I think.. maybe I'll need wifi.. but at least I can bring them to McDonalds and Barnes and Nobles, or Starbucks. :3 YAY!
Thats about it for now. <3