See told ya I forget to keep'em up....

Ok...so...ex-gf goes into hospital tomorrow to get induced...Which means by Monday...I'll prolly be a new daddy....Excited about that idea....but still not too thrilled with the idea that its my ex...:-\..Oh well though..life can't always be perfect...and I figure as long as I raise my daughter without any bad shit in her life....Whether i'm with her mom or not I've done alright...

As far as the rest of my life goes........Just added a new spot to the member bio....Suppose it makes sense the guy would send simply that due to his name and all....but it does let me add a new part..so thats pretty cool.

Ummm...*thinks thinks thinks*....Applying for a normal 9-5ish kinda job on Monday....back at a place I used to work at....should be interesting....

Umm not much else to say....tellin ya...my life is pretty dull...sorry...oh well..later everybody!

Wow I next to never do these journal things...cuz I always forget to keep'em up...but I figure I come here often enough...might actually keep this one going...

Ok..well since this is my journal about me and its my first entry..think I'll start off by saying hi to me.. So..."Hi me!"

Been a rough day...think thats why folks do these journal things...just to have somewhere to vent....Got off work at 8 this morning....and drove straight down to Terre Haute for a Dr.'s appt with my ex...She's still desperate for me....even to the point that it blinds her about how badly we got along as a couple....as friends...we do great....but as a couple...regrettably...we just never worked...I cant argue that much and keep my sanity...And I refuse to let my daughter grow up with all that anger around...I'd give anything to be able to live in harmony with her mom.....but....Some things just dont go perfect...So the best I can do for my daughter is maintain a friendly relationship with her mom so she can grow up knowing us both....

God I know its going to hurt so badly after shes born and I spend the first night at my house away from her....I'm not a religious man...but I'm going to need so much help that night.....

Well now that I've got myself all emotional and shit thinking about it....I'm gonna wander for now...

Ciao self...