The face and the lips tremble as it rips
Your breath quickening as heat rushes in

Pull harder strings martyr
Stop you cry that's a lie
Flush gasping white reddening
You smile and destroy it- it's time that we end this

It's our curse that makes this world so hopeless
Allowing our king to spread his genocidal wings

Clawing the skin each kill your weakness
Annihilation your masturbation- tyrant, I'll burn you down

My hands grip your throat I need your end
Burned, staked, ripped apart- I avenge
For every life you have taken
I am here to repay You ask me oh God why
'Cause I'm God that's fucking why

My worst mistake is ever loving someone.....for ever believing that someone loved me. I let myself believe so many lies and let people continue to tell me that im worth something....lies all lies. I most be the dumest person on the face of the earth. My therapist is right...i set myself up only to fall over and over again. I always want something i cant have...someone i cant have. Then when someone actually wants me they have a crappy way if showing it! I give up on my life..life itself...suicides not the answer but its becoming my question?



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