[Trapped in a Lamp]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2004-09-11
Written: (7377 days ago)

Slipping into the shadows, no one cares.
Because I'm never really there.
As invisible as the crystal air,
Leaving me alone, ensnared.

I'm always left far behind,
in the dust of mankind.
Lagging in the development of my mind,
Emotions intertwined.

A stupid, childish little girl,
giving life a little twirl,
watching my surroundings swirl,
wishing that I could unfurl.

I'll never amount to anything.
Just a cheap, breakable plastic ring,
can't draw, or play, write or sing.
No zest, no zeal no zing.

I wonder if it'd cause for alarm,
if I should cut my arm.
Would I lose the empty charm?
Could I cause myself harm?

I feel like I'm searching for a key,
something for whence I can be free.
Something to which I agree...
I'll never be able to find me.

Crying my silent, see through tears,
which no one seem to hear.
Just their taunts and jeers,
full of spite and sincere.

The shadows are like sharks,
surrounding me in the dark.
Waiting for a chance to hit their mark.
There's no light, not even a spark.

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Written about Thursday 2004-07-01
Written: (7449 days ago)

Summer school is out and we went to big surf for our last day

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Written about Monday 2004-06-21
Written: (7459 days ago)

last friday we went to rollerskate land in springfeild, MO.

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Written about Saturday 2004-06-12
Written: (7469 days ago)

first trip in summer school to incredable pizza

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Written about Wednesday 2004-06-02
Written: (7478 days ago)

summer school starts on thursday

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Written about Wednesday 2004-06-02
Written: (7478 days ago)

summer school starts on thursday

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Written about Tuesday 2004-06-01
Written: (7479 days ago)
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i wasn't on for the last day of school but we are out!!!!!!!1

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Written about Thursday 2004-05-27
Written: (7485 days ago)
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Only 1.5 days left

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Written about Wednesday 2004-05-26
Written: (7486 days ago)
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Only 2.5 days left

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Written about Tuesday 2004-05-25
Written: (7487 days ago)
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Only 3.5 days left at Buffalo Praire Middle School in Buffalo, Missouri.

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Written about Thursday 2004-05-13
Written: (7498 days ago)

Keyfie is grounded from the internet and mysticalelf/elflord1 can not got on

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Written about Monday 2004-05-10
Written: (7501 days ago)
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I wanna kill blizzard205

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