im so bored, i missed tha fite tadaii at tha mall, to bad, i wantid ta c stephanie stoker and stephanie kraha get there ass kikid. but o well, they prolli got scarid and didnt evin come (haha, we must have scared those preppy bichiz!) ne waiiz, im gunna go kauze...well jus kauze i dont feel liyk typin ne more. so p3ac3 out fur now.

Today, I missed charmed, again, y duz it hav ta come on at 5, it should come on at 6, thats wat tym it alwaiiz happenz ta b wen i look at tha klok. Iwaz gunna watch tru calling at 7, its not on. my lif sux.o well.

Tha number one worst thang in tha world: all of it.
Lif sux, i hate it. I dunno y im here, and i dont reallii kare that much. My life iz poitless, and im meaningless, no one karez about me, so y should i. y wont i die. i hate failed suicide attempts, and iv had too many. i think im invincible er sumthing. i try to die wen im borid, i try to die wen im not. i try to die at least two or three tymz a week. i drank nail polish remover, bleach, and ammonia. i mixed bleach and ammonia together and inhaled it, kauze on tha bak of both it said not to, it said it waz fatal. well...it obvioulsy waznt. i took 7 diet pillz, cauze i read that it would kill me, make my heart go too fast, well, apparently 144 bpm iznt to fast, thats wat it waz wen i waz born too.wow.i almost died wen i waz born. i wish i had. it would make no difference. i take advantage of every thing, cauze i dont no wen my attempts will succeed ( i kant spell that wurd! )im useless, no one luvz meh, like iznt love, or else id have plenty. my real maymz kalah. im quiet, im deep, if ya wanna have a real conversation, be prepared, people have told me that wen i talk seriouzli, thay have no clue wat im talking about, kauz i no life , and its too complicatid to understand. dont ask.