I`m very ill today.. and i have been this way for the past 3 days... it just got worse this morning.. i have a slight fever and i woke up about 4 or 5 times last night from coughing my head off... i hate this... and i have to stay in tonight to baby sit my siblings... no fun for me this new years...
i also have to work on my birthday.. its just not my week... or month even *sigh*......

I feel so empty... Luciel is getting bored of me.. I know it.. it hurts me to think of what he now thinks of me... why he doesnt want to speak with me.. it pains me.. I'm broken. I feel unloved by those I love most.. I feel lost. Find me.

My father has banned me from going to the marilyn manson concert. I shall die from sadness. Prey i dont kill myself in my sleep.

Do I Look like a fucking prostitute to you? i am not to be used for ur fucking pleasure. I may be kinkey but i am not always for you.

I have been asked by Luciel Campbell to marry him. Do I accept?

Still sick.. I also need a tylenol.... lol... all that dancing last night is killing me today. but i had fun. lol

*sigh* I feel shitty today, guys... I woke up with a bad back, i've had a headache all day, I've been cleaning up after my siblings, I have to pack for my trip to new-brunswick, and I still have more chores to do. I need to have a nap. *yawns*

I finally got some sleep last night. God.. going for 36 hours without sleep felt good... but I found out how nice sleep felt. *sigh* im well rested now and rearing for some more partying!

AWESOME party at Amys!!! Heh heh!... Chris is hot. Can he go camping in MY tent next time? It's WAY too bad Katie couldn't come with. It' a bleeding shame. Happy B-Day AMY and Jeanne!!!