screw it skool politics suck,preps hate me,1/2 the sk8rs do,all the rappers,and me and the goths are outnumbered.3/4 of me friends bi or rainbows so thats cool.cullen and his homedawgs can suck thier dicks. readin the vampire lestat its soo good!soo yea,musical theatre rox.go listenin to 'funeral song' by the rasmus and 'white riot' by the clash,they are good songs!

i hate life.
my mom said no more cuttin myself.Sara keeps givin C hints that i have a MAJOR crush on him.oh and we're r the 1st 6th grader in 8 yrs. to win a prep rally.*waves hands and cheers sarcasticlly.*and i didn't really do a thing to help i didn't dress in 'our' colors nor did i take part in the foolish antics of a bunch of f*ing preps....yeah so thats about it otr than went shopping at hottopic that was the ecstasy of the week. Thank YOU and goodnight or day or watevr!!!

ok THIS DIARY IS NOW EXPORTED http://elftown.eu/~gothic%20elmo
Yeah umm ok my band decided on a name FINALLY it is Fallen Angels soo keep on the look for us!!!!
.nicole and noel are going out (thats ok those 2 girls r really hot 2gether)..rachel wanted 2 b nicoles play toy ...got a compliment (i tink)rattail says i got big boobs for a 12 yr old....thats about all...

damn eric told him now he knos who iam damn damn DAMN.oh wen't for blood test strangly i didn't have any veins or blood HMM i wonder why??? ;)

i got glasses from the holy HOT TOPIC and 3 new shirts. boi at skool rely hott i tink im obssessing oh yeah hate skool district cause now i cant c him on the train :(  ill try to get a pic of him

i just relized my b-day is 22 days away how wonderful. :l

ok quit job in band and still bord 2 funkin life since im alredy dead.sooo if u would HHHEELLPPP me that would b kinda cool
umm yea soo go to (Godfather of all Mafias@wiki)itll kinda make me a lil better yea soo okedokey.

skool=shit
pepl=shit
ya know im startin 2 think slipknot is a bunch of physics.
ohh messg me plzzz im rely bord

why does evry one look @ me funny when i mention ive drinken?startin band called Black Magik.we need a drummer though...we hav 2 vocals and guitars

neh life aint good enough for meh.my life suxs.bored and no friends evry cute guy is an asshole and im feed up with my way of life.ps. roody is soo gay!i hate em'!

ok rodney is soo cute hes my friend and thats how it will stay.
tired of eating even a lil portion a day.am i staving myself unintentanetly?bored of my offline 6th grade friends they dont even want to sighn up here.i lik evry1 i meet here.

my life is hell and i cant escape.dont want to eat dont want to talk just lie down and listen to my music and go on the internet.

ok not better 1 friend nothin real cool about her. suicide i dont know yet. i dont have any cool friends except those here.i luv u guys!!!!

today is so fucked up no darkness just cute happy pepl no good music my mask was on of course anyway i got a new torture stick and im thinkin about suicide, tommorrow might be better hopefull.

ok umm so tonight i spent the night at my cheerleader best friend and at like 12:30 i did my weekly look at the skye and wakedream where i picture something and just start talking and i dont even know it somehow we started to talk i said i cut my self ya know why i said it is a mysterry the day was just so fucked up

im so fucking bored i think i just might play barbies.never mind ill probably burn my fingers by touching them.did i mention im bored?. :0(**yawn**)

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Back Finally
Turns out 1 of them is actually like me
they called Evanescence suicidal (yeah right) after they took my cd player and listened to the first 20 sec of 'going under' immature imbusals they know nothing thats okay 1 more week
and i wont have to see them ever again!!
muhhahah they will all see the true me outside of the cammies....