well i have anew bf his name is jesse n i love him so fucking much that is my hubbie (((aka my babydaddy))) me and him are gettin married soon i cant waite well in a cuple of yrs but that dont matta it still soon

well im bored today there is fuckin nothing 2 do i was chillin with my lil bro cuz i have 2 babysitt untill 7:00 or 8:00 then i can go see my baby shane yaya i love him

well this watz been going on well
1st.. i been in roger memorial hospisal ((yes its mental))
for depression n bipolar and more but i ant gonna get in details and i been in there since the 3 week of febuary so i been there for almost 3 months damn i need 2 get the hell out of there i wont get discharged ((able 2 leave)) untill june sumthin damn

2nd..im getting a kid soon ((ant comin out of me)) my friend having a kid babydaddy wont take care of it she cant support 2 young only 14 so i get the kid yaya

3rd..my mom fuckin up my life again she came back into my life for 1 week and then left again that was the first time i seen her in 4 years so ya that suxd hell i dont noe why she even did tat

4th...BRAND NEW NEWS...........
my friend crystal ran away from home and her mom and cops are looking for her and she called me but i missed the call but she gonna call me today i hope she ok she seemed ok on the message she left me!!!!

by kristina

Insane with despair,
Not that I expect anyone to care,
Wipe the blood off my knife,
Finally, a triumphant larceny of my life,
My wrist is burning hot,
My eyes are cold- my insides tied in a knot,
And as I lay here bleeding my life away,
I think of all the things that lead me to my slow decay,
And how at this point everything hurts except re-opening old wounds,
How I’ve cut myself to pieces after waiting so long-
drowning my sorrow in endless depressing tunes,
It wasn’t enough- I needed to disappear,
Tonight’s my last night- no need to stay here,
I’ve become smarter- come to a conclusion,
Lifted the veil- defeated the illusion,
You see, this is what I say come the knife’s final touch;
“Suicide is painless- the life that leads to it however- not so much.”

this is a poem tat i think if u are hurt by ppl tat u should read


       HURTNESS!!!
why do people say stop being like that
but you cant cause its away of life
when you become numb and cant think
of reasons of why you should still live and when someone
hurts you so much that you want your life back
but then you want it to end
so i ask you to take this knife out of my back
and i wish that we could get back to the way things use to be were my life had some kind of meaning to witch
nothing would ever hurt me the pain of life would end so that one day i could wish that my life would end!

a poem


i'm going to draw a picture
a picture with a twist
ill draw it with a razor blade
ill draw it on my wrist
and when i've drawn this picture
a fountain will appear
it will drain away my troubles
and make them dissappear.

a poem

i'm going to draw a picture
a picture with a twist
ill draw it with a razor blade
ill draw it on my wrist
and when i've drawn this picture
a fountain will appear
it will drain away my troubles
and make them dissappear.

this is a poem tat i think if u are hurt by ppl tat u should read

              HURTNESS!!!
why do people say stop being like that
but you cant cause its away of life
when you become numb and cant think
of reasons of why you should still live and when someone
hurts you so much that you want your life back
but then you want it to end
so i ask you to take this knife out of my back
and i wish that we could get back to the way things use to be were my life had some kind of meaning to witch
nothing would ever hurt me the pain of life would end so that one day i could wish that my life would end!