Well im not gona bother talking about today
how about tonite well......

firstly i lost my bestfriend, who now hates me
because i broke a promise and dont blame him either i didnt mean to hurt him i was only trying to protect him but im an arse hole so i wana say im so sori and i didnt me to hurt u, and i understand that u dont wana be friends so..... im sori and uve been a great pal and im sori i couldnt be like u, uve always seemed to envy me but its i that envy u!

now secondly myfriends hate my fucking guts for wot ive done most of them dont know yet but they will and will also hate me for it to and i just wana say sori to them to and that uve all been great friends and im sori that im such a jerk
luv yas all and i mean all

well u probs wont see me tomora unless if u catch me in the morning wen i get off the bus oh well
cya's all

well am i suprised......FUCK NO

hahahahahahahahahaha for fuck sake
i must have a sign somewhere on me saying "get yourself a guy to mess about here its free"
i could make and easy, straight forward list of who and how theve messed me about

hahahahahahahaha
god why do i fall for it everytime i think im just gona not bother goin out with girls (and im not turnin gay if anyone here is findin this funny) wots the fucking point, hey dont love me they just want to use me and trow me away wen it plzez them!

hahahahahahahahahahaha u can all go find someone else to fuck about now maybe i better just stick with distant relationships

hahahahahahahahahaha so the rest of u, just go to hell

heya dudes and dudettes

ive finally got off my groundation, well i didnt reali do much last week except go to 2 partie which were reali kool i thought the first one was the best cause i got more drink then amongest other things......

well ive missed talking to you all arnt wait till u all come online so i can talk to yas all

xxxxxx

WOOOOOOOOOOH! yo dudes

well ive not done much new
oh some weekend im gona be skatein to newcastle from chillingham i think its wen ethan moves in its gona be awesome were gona leave at midnight and probs wont get there untill midnight the next day but fuck it

its gona be one hell of an adventure

cya dudes
and dont forget
"be excellent....to eachother

WOOOOOOOOOOH! yo dudes

well ive not done much new
oh some weekend im gona be skatein to newcastle from chillingham i think its wen ethan moves in its gona be awesome were gona leave at midnight and probs wont get there untill midnight the next day but fuck it

its gona be one hell of an adventure

cya dudes
and dont forget
"be excellent....to eachother"

hey dudes i havent writen in here for a while!

well i went to belgium a few weeks ago and it was awsome i had a great time there cause a few of my mates went aswell! oh tributes just come on by tenacious D.........

oh well anyway schools been good at the moment oh and i got final fantasy 11 online thats why im not online that much anymore

sori im a bit of a computer geek hahaha nah im online a bit more now lol

well talk to ya soon dudes

hey dudes i havent writen in here for a while!

well i went to belgium a few weeks ago and it was awsome i had a great time there cause a few of my mates went aswell! oh tributes just come on by tenacious D.........

oh well anyway schools been good at the moment oh and i got final fantasy 11 online thats why im not online that much anymore

sori im a bit of a computer geek hahaha nah im on a bit more now lol

well talk to ya soon dudes

i went to see HERO last friday it was awesome

it was a pretty confusing film cause it had all these different versions of how these 3 people were defeated and it also had great photography, im quite interested in it i might try learning more about it at college or something

well anyway it was really good i went to see it at the maltings in Berwick they always put on films that were shown at the cinema like a year ago.
after the film me and my dad went to macdonalds.

i really enjoyed just me and my dad spending time together

well later dudes

well today was just sorta normal......... i think

what to say urrmmm......well im going to Belgium on Wednesday wot will be good since the drinking age limit is 14 get in!

i had and ok drum lesson urrmmm.....i carnt think of out else today was pretty shit and boring

well cya dudes

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i must be such a horrible person without realising it cause ive been dumped by 3 people in these last 2-3 months and they were the ones wanting to go out with me, fucking hell im such a fuck arse hole, what is it i keep doing wrong

well im sorry for being such a dick head to everyone
gggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i just wanna die

someone please give me a gun
im sorry to everyone again
bye

hello people today was ok

i had a meeting today about going to belgium with my school its going to be amazing i carnt wait and the drinking age limit there is 14.....YES!!!

shit ive gone and fallen out with Becca......again
i just wish she would kool down and think about the things she does and says

ah well i'll try making up eventually if she'll stop being so cruel all the time and get on with her life instead of going on about other peoples!!

well cya dudes!!!!!!!

shit i havent put anything on here for awhile

well it was my birthday 4 days ago yay i just got lots of money and killswitch engage of my sister which is mint

last friday i went to battle of the bands in berwick what was class and tobious the band was the best one.

yesterday was really great i got to spend the whole day with sam and all my mates, we went to see Harold and Kumar get the munchies at the pics its really funny if you like dude weres my car and american pie you'll love this.

the best part of that day i think was on the bus ;)

well later dudes thanx for reading

well im at home at the mo
cause ive got the day off because of the snow

its really boring theres nothing to do and no bodies going to be online till later

bu bye