hEy my CMAS was TIIIIGHT!!ok first of all we opened presents and she-it thEEEN we went to conway and opened presents THERE then we went to FORT SMITH and opened presents there,stayed, and spent the night...for CMAS i got 3 purses some perfume, ALODDA jewlry,a pair of BOOTS,ALODDA clothes,umm...wat else? umm...oyea candy,houseshoes,makeup,nailpolishes just ALL kinds of stuff..ok well ya and today icould BARELY git outta bed lol but wen i did we all went to aunts house and then left, adn went to my other aunt and uncles house to see my little cuz alliyah mariah...shes so ADORABLE but yea...shes liek a mixed baby..shes only 2 years old. well yea and ummm on the way back home we got presents..oyea and wen we were in fort msith we stopped by to see my uncle at his job....retailer....umm o yea and on saturday i went to church w/ one of my best freinds, it was a CMAS mass but it was in VIETNAMESE..haha and NO i didnt understnd it...but ok yea liek during the mass my cell phone liek went off twice and the second time i went to the bathroom to turn it off and se who it was and gues who it was??IT WAS CHRISTINA i was like WTF ,and she came in and she was liek i was callin u! but yea that little fucker haha ok well yea then aftr mass was over we ate and stuff..asain FOOD and yea..ididnt liek any of it but yea it was ok tho..then wen we got bored we called richard,drew adn katie adn drew was liek did somebdy put somethin in ur food? i was like NOPE IVE BEEN DRINKIN COKE ALL DAY AND IM JUST BOUNCIN OFF THE WALLS lol ok well yea then icalled my dad 2 git me round 930 so i culd git home in time to help the family out w/ CMAS decorations and things...ok well yea thats it yall...not as exciting as usual..probly c/ im growin out of the thing of writing....for some ppl its a phase and for others its a DREAM fulfilled...o that reminds me i just got a new book thats called the autobiography of destinys child...im on pg 160 ithink...ok well yea iliek readin and yea il cya ppl latr now...

hEy wutsp ok heres wat i did

Thursday-- got out @ 12:50 got my hair washed and straightened then i stopped by christina's house she wasnt home so i liek went home and she called me and ask if i wanted a ride to the game i was liek SURE so yea i went to the game w/ her and aftr the game me and her caught a ride w/ jordan then we went to cathlioc high to git taylor, jordns bro c/ he plays football and then we stopped by wendys and then they dropped me and chrisitna off at her house and my mom picked me up from there and took me home and i got yelled at c/ i was out to late....so yea it was a fun game altho it was FREEZING....had to keep goin 2 the bathroom where it was actually alil WARM lol...ok and yea ....

Friday-- SKOOL and then aftr skool i tlked w/ my grl dantrel and chrisitna and then dantrel had to leave and i took christina home but before we went home we stopped by muh dads job to drop my bro off w/ him then my mom me and tina went to walmrt supercentr and omg me && christina were guy SCOPIN lol ikno i got a boyfreind but nuttin is wrong w/ just LOOKIN...imean geez lol butyea we like walked round the WHOLE store and i lost my mom lol....omg tina is goin 2 buy me BABYPHAT EARRING FOR CHRISTMAS I ACCIDENTLY MADE HER SPILL THE BEANS lol but yea....

SAturday-- ok i dint do very much well....actually i went to the movies....iwokup,ate,picked up jordan and chrisitna went to the movies and met christian and james there.....it was so fun and we like saw the movie harry potter..its a good movie i just dint like the ending much...owell tho,and like aftr harry potter we went into chicken little...yea it was kinda corny movie so we left and hungout outside of the theatre then we like walked all the way around it adn climbed up the fire escape and yea and like ok JORDAN STOLE THE SIGN AND CHRISTIAN BROKE IT!!ha jordan like slammed the sign on christians HEAD and like it CRACKED it and it dint even hurt christian i was like DAMN but yea then christian beokeup the sign and through it ontop of the theatre and there were SO MANY CHS GUYS THERE....iwas like this is the ultimate hangout for them!lol but yea and like christina told this one dude that christian liked him...but yea he knew it wasnt true c/ christian is TOTALLY NOT gay...lol yea but newy i was the last one at the theatres til like 5:oo and yea i was glad to git picked up..iwasted 50cents tryin 2 call my home and nobdy was even there!!lol i was goin 2 catch a ride w/ christian but then my mom would b like where the hell is she???lol but yea newy aftr the movies we went to macdonalds then we went to BURGER KING aND like this guy was starin at me and i stared at him then he did it bac.....but yea..lol newy like aftr that we went home but like i called drew today c/ i wanted hm 2 go to the movies so bad but like he was watchin his lil brother and then he had to go to his grlfreinds house latr on..iwas liek fuck her jk lol but its how i felt at the time....newy tho thats wat happened today....o and today im listenin 2 to football while my dad and bro r watchin it....ugh so much noise....

HeY yAll ALot hAS bEen Up...OK I Dindt go Trick oR treaTin buT i WAs Goin 2 Go I Dint hAV A riDe thO..So yeA ANd Me And Christina werE goiN 2 go!But oWelL...NeWy thO..I wenT 2 2 HAlloWEn pARtiES n InvitEd My BoyFreind,ADriAn To ON3. He USuAlLy ComeS AftRSkool TO See ME ADN StuF....So itS KOOl ADn WE WEnT To thE MOviES last WEEkeNd It WuZ Fun,iT wUs sUPPOsE TO b a dOUBLe daTe buT mY gRL NaT'S boYfRIEnD weNt 2 tHe wrONg THEATRe HAHA BUt..WE sAw thE moVie PrimE...I wAS SuppoSe To Go 2 ThE MoviEz thiS SatuRDAy ADN ThE FootbAll gAme TonGhiT But iDDinT GIt To AND i WonT Git 2 GO 2 ThE moVieS..So oWell..I wuZ Goin 2 Go w/ ThomAS,RiShi,bEcA,AleX,dAnTRel,Elly,kylkE,Drew,christina,ADrian,nATAlie,lAuren,adn some more other ppl....it woulDve bEen Fun buT LikE iDont ThinK itS Goin 2 hAppEn Tho SO oWEll..umM..oyEA I gAVE thAT poEm to My BoyFreInD likE wen I lEft to Go homE AFtr SKool AnD AFtr WE mADe ouT lol But yEA ToDAy He saiD HE rEALly LikeD iT...I wS likE uR juST sayIn thAT BUt He SaiD hE wS ForrEAl...IwS likE o THAnkU bUt yEa Um IGUeSS im GOin 2 Go NOW o Ill TypE WAt I DiD toDAy DOwn:
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Skool,AND AFtrSkool I Got piCked Up RIghT At 3:30 thEn we WEnT To mACDonALds to GIt SOme grub ThEn WE WEnT to wALMRt AND I GOt mY FilM out aNd I SAw JamEcA,It WuS So KOOl,AND yEA i sAw likE 3 OthEr PPl IknEW But YeA adn Um ThEn AFtr WAlmrT I WEnT homE ADN CHkeEd My cAllEr I.D anD mY Bf CaLLeD aT LIKe 5:40 adn I Was aT WalMrT FOr LIKe 2 tO 3 HOUrs sO YEa i CALLeD hIM Bac aT LIKe....IT WUz 6:30..so YEa THeN hE HaD 2 gO 2 a fOOTBaLL GamE..tHe ONe i CanT gO tO!! UgH..OwELL,tHeN afTr THaT I haD CALLeD cHRIstINa buT iGUEss SHE WENt 2 tHe GaME tO...eVeRBdY Is gONe 2 tHe GaME cEPt mE!!!sUX dICK..OweLL...iLL gO tHe NeXT onE..iTLL b kooL....weLL NewY i canT gO 2 tHat HEIFeR PrOJeCT sLeEPOVer THINg eiTHeR....OeLL..nEwy Ill cyA LaYTr C/ Im rEaLLY hUNGrY,iM gOIN 2 gO cOoKUP sOMTHIN...gOODNIte IguEsS LOL...
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Currently Listening
Pretty Ricky
By Pretty Ricky
song:"Playhouse"



HeY wutSup!!k today was kool,like i got invited to this thing at my 5 best freinds highskool and it was off the chain man!ok like thomas rishi katie rachel bernadette espinoza and talun were there,it was wesome!and like thomas and katie showed me tehre lockers and i gave ktie a pic of me to put in her locker..it was so kool,it was like an octoberfest for there highgskool and it was fun,they were salein jewlry and purses and playin games and had a dunkin booth and all this shit,it was CRAZY!!but iLOVED IT and dude that skool is HUGE and i invited christina too cme to the festival wit me so katie adn my other freindz could meet her adn stuff but like aftr that me adn christina got picked up by my mom so then we went to step for schep and natalie and kim like called my name the first time they saw me!iwas like hey!!lol but i felt so srry for nat b/c i turned her down..she was wantin me adn christina to come to this fair wit her today but idint feel like it!ijust told her my dad said no....ihad too..but im so sad about that...so is chrsinta...but newys aftr nat and kim left me and chirsinta just hungout and tlked wit christine,coutrny,julie,dextr,ashley,daniel,&& ntalie and man they put those sprinklers on adn we went crazy!!!igot so soaked!!but like they told us to stop playin in it iwas liek thats shit!lol,but it was soo0o0o FUN....iluv the water..wen the thing was over me ad chrisinta poured water on sean!it was funny!!lolbut then everybdy left so like me my bro and chrsinta walked 2 blocks to the library and had my mom pick us up there and then frm there we went out to eat @ chick ful a then we went shoppin in the mall then we went to look @ the puppies in LWV. then we went shoppin @ GOODY's ,it was KRUNK lol then aftr we went to GOODY's we went too wendy's and ate icecream!it was real fun!then i got home and called katie and we tlked for a good while then chrisitna beeped in and then we all just decided to 3-way and aftr that for like 3 hours i called up kyle but unfoprtunatly he couldnt tlk:( but its all kool!!!newy thats it fa now,but stay tuned....lol

HeY hOw hAv Yall B33n???Im All GooD i gueSS..NeWy I wUz SuppOSe To B GoiN 2 FT. SMiTh toDAy BuT iM Not ShuRe If Im StiLl GoIn 2 B GoiN...wEll YesturDAy I StAyeD HoME c/ I wUZ So SIck,i FelT TeRRiblE!W3LL I hAD AbaD StomAchE AchE LikE I wUZ BouT To ThroW Up ANd FelT LikE i haD a FeVeR!IjuSt FeLt ReAl BAD..IthiNk iTs C/ aLL ThE StrESS iVe bEEn ThRouGh..IDk...IVe bEEn hAVin The SAME TeMp. ThO, 98.9 So iDk....wEll OmG!!TaluN kEEps TELLiN PPl HeS Goin WIT NAtaLiE!!AnD Itz NoT eVeN TruE!!He juSt CANT TakE RejEction IGueSs..IJuST LikE Him AS A friNEd Now C/ i CAn't TakE thiS lyIN!ItS juST To muCh!OweLL..NeWy thOMAS iS tEllin Me ThAt hIm NAD tAlun ArneT ThAt TiGhT AS ThEy uSe To Be..IwOndEr wAts GottEn InTo TAlun!oWell.. KylE CAlLED Me YestUrdAy AND W3 tlkEd FOr AWhiLE ThEn DrEw BeepED iN.But We'Re NOT Goin 2 GiT 2 Go T00 ThE MoVIEZ c/ Im SuppoSe2 BE GoiN OUTTA TOWn....I TlkEd WIT ChriStinA YesTUrDAy Too But HeR BroThEr WuZ BEin AN ass AnYwAy,HopEfuLly We CAn gO 2 ThE moVIeZ nEXt SAturDAy,WitH drEW,Me,ChRiStInA,KylE,SydNEy,& DrEWS Frend....AND ALso NEXt SAturDAy ImmA B Goin @ A Step FOr SChEp ThinG...juST To bASiCALly hNag WIt FriEndZ ANd Chill,ANd juSt b RelAxED c/ ThE pAst FeW DAiiZ Ive Been FeElin HORRIBLE...but,IhAvE nUttIn ElSe EXCITINGLY EXCITING to Tlk BouT....So Il See you PPL lAytr....

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If every word I said would make you laugh,

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THAT BOY IS H-O-T AND HE IS FIIIIIIIINE AS HELL!!LOL

Patrick Breeding

Biography:
The most energetic of all his brothers, Patrick is a natural born star. Constantly competing with the rest of B5 to be the best singer and dancer, Patrick is definitely the comedian of the group, always quick to crack a joke and keep everyone fired up! It’s fitting that his musical idol is the greatest entertainer of all-time, Michael Jackson and Patrick also looks to Alicia Keys, Nelly and Snoop Dogg for inspiration. He also enjoys playing basketball and video games. Patrick, like the rest of his brothers, is single and is looking for someone who is down to earth and has a great sense of humor. Looking forward to writing and producing his own music, Patrick is extremely excited about his future in the music business and judging by his group’s first album, it’s going to be a long one!

HeY PPL!!!W3ll My ParTy WuZ So0o0o0o MuCh FuN!! ThE pEEpZ tH@ W3r3 Th3r3 W3r3 NaT,TalUn,Kia,Alex,ChriStinA,&& KatiE..oMg It WuZ Gr3At!!!TalUn PuT HiS ArmS ArounD My WaIst ANd FleW Me ArounD And I GAvE HiM A Hug!HeZ LikE ReAllY Sw33t:)) BuT The ThiNg IS He HuggEd 2 OtH3R GrlZ Th@ He LikeD...PLus M3...So iDk WAt 2 ThiNK..W3LL ThE PArTy WuZ FuN..ImEt ThiS Boi...HiS NAme Is JOsH And HeS 14(My AgE) And He ASK ME My nAM3 Nd My Age ANd ThE SKool I W3nT Too...IgAvE hiM My NumBeR..ANd All dAT..BuT I FOrGOt WuT iT Wuz And WRoTe ThE wrOnG ONe DoWn:( oW3LL..BuT NeWy..ToDaY @ SkOOL hAnnAh FinAllY WuZ TlKIn WIT M3 C/ I WuZ hANgIN WIT nAt IguESS...IDk..BUt YeA..NeWy..Im So MaD @ TheSe 2 GrlZ..ThEy KeeP TAkIn My GrL Away FroM Me!!NAd ThE 2 GrlS arE ANnoyING As Hell!!Th3r3 LikE TakIn H3R AwAy!!UgH...IDk Wat Im GoiN 2 Do..IhaVe 2 TesT ToMrw....Sux...W3LL...Me ANd ChrSItinA Call3D Up DrEw...ANd OmyGod...he AnswerEd And We TlkEd For LikE 3 FreAkiN HourZ!!Til LIkE 10PM...ThEn I haD 2 GiT OFF ThE PhonE!!..ItZ LikE...damn..lol BuT yEa..Ill caLL Him Up lAytEr..Im aLsO Goin 2 A FootbAll GAme ThiS Friday!iCAnt WaiT!!ThE ALst onE WAs So0o0o MuCh Fun!!!plus OUR HOmeteAm Won!!It Wuz 47~7 ..oYeah!!GooDjOb BoiZ!LuvyAll..WeLL I GueSS Im OuT..iWas WAnTIN 2 InviTe ShaBozz tO ThE gAme TOMrw..BuT I havEnT Seen Or HearD HiM OutSidE Yet..So IDk...w3LL NewYz...ILL Cya PPL LAytEr!!

Hey....My B-dAy Wuz YESTURDAY....Nobdy on thIS dAmn PlACe hAS SaiD HappY B-dAy To mE But ONE PeRsoN..OuttA All The FrienDz i Got...LikE They DoNt GiVE a DAmN!W3LL iKno Who Im TakIn oFf My ReLaTiOn lIst Now...NeWyz..My DaD BouGht Me A rIng FrOm AvOn And My "ReAl FriEndz" SiaD hAppy B-dAy tO mE oN tHe ExAct Day..TalUn,KatIe,BeccA,NaT,KryStAl,EliSe,EllY,RobIn,Christina,And TheSe otHEr 2 Grlz I juSt mEt!!NeWyz NAt,BeCca,ANd ChristIna DrEw Me piC ANd i PuT iT on My LoCkeR,THErE All So PrEetty!!IfElt So0o0o SpeiCAl...lol But RobIn BouGht Me A pReSent!!IloVe It RobIn!!

TodAy wUz ThE DAnce!!!ItLKeD wIt NicOLEs BrothEr..HeS CutE ...lol IDonT Kno iF hE likEs Me Tho,HeS LIKE Shy TlkiN to GrLs,ThAtz WaT He TolD my BrothER...BuT IAsK HiM SomE ?'s Tho..But LKE BeForE ThE dAncE My MOM,Me Nd Bro Ate @ Chic-Ful-A ThEn ChangEd @ Taco-Bell In My DanCe CLothEz!!ThE dAnCe wUz Sooooo MuCh Fun!!ALmoSt All My FrieNdz WerE ThErE Too!!!,OuT oF SomE of My FrIeNdZ Th@ WErE actuaLLy ThErE,It wUz ThoMas,Rishi,EspiNoza,HannAh,KrystAl,Elly,BrittANy,Anna,ShalAe,Lauren,NicloE,Elise,Helaina,ChriStinA,Kayl33&& KelSy..It wUz Fun!!NeWyzz........NeXt W33kEnd Is mY b-Day PARTY!!,itll B Fun As Shit!!!BumPer BoatS,Go-CaRtS,Mini-Gulf,ArCade!!!W3ll Ill See U Guyz Layter!!

Hey Hey Hey!!!!Th3 BlOcK pArTy wuZ sO mUcH fUn!!!!!!IdAncEd The NigHt AwAy!lol,iDaNceD wIt 4 gUyz Th3N i DecIdeD 2 DaNc3 Wit My Grlz!!i InViT3D kAtIe BUt Th3 GrlS i WuZ dAnCInG wIt W3R3 :KryStal,Lauren,kristin,Ty,Kamika,Helana,Katie,Allison,Kaylee,CHrIsTiNa and SOm3 OtH3r GrL,i Can't R3M3mB3R h3r Nam3 aNd rIshI iNvItEd ThoMas && TalUn!but EspinOZa,HaNnah,b3CCa,And NaT wUz tH3R3 SinC3 We'Re fRoM tHe SaMe SkoolS So iT wuZ GREAT!!...NeWayZ thO,tHoMaS jUsT eMaiLeD m3 && tOlD m3 BoUt Th3 DaNc3 tHeY hAd @ HiS sKo0ol,h3 SaId iT wUz fUn!!H3 AlSo sAiD n3xT tIm3 He'd InVit3,"rishi and espinoza and u and hannah and becca and ppl"(QoUt3D fRoM sOm3 oF hIs eMaIl)...nEwAyz,It sHoUld b3 Ko0ol...W3LL OMG!!mY bRo fInAllY hAs a GrLfrIenD!!!,iTs So0o0o Ko0ol c/ sH3s LikE r3AlLy nIc3!!wE'R3 aCtUaLly fRiEndz tOO!!

tOdAy Iw3Nt t00 hardeez,barnes n noble,macdonalds,bOught sOme EarRingS && a PurSe @ CiTie TreNdz!!!

FirSt PePrAllY wuZ FriDay!!iT wUz AlrIghT.... tH3Y DiDnt DanCe ALL tH@ gOOd....i<3'ed tHe ROCKETTES!!!im goin to b On3 N3xT y3ar!!!iTs tHe Dnc3 T3aM!!!w3 AlsO hAd A tAgdAy YeStuRdAy!!fReShmAn hAd to WeAr ANYTHING GREEN...ThAnk-G00dNeSS ihAd a Gr33n ShiRt!!

I'Ve jOiNeD oNe oF tH3 CluBs fOr HiGhSkOOl,LaSt w33k,It wUz tH3 B00k-Club....YEAH ILOVE TO READ!LoL:P NeWy...S33ms Lik3 iTz gOiN 2 fUn!!!pLus 2 Of mY b3sT frIn3dZ r In iT!!!lol

TODAY----

HeY eVrYbDy!!!WatSup????k,I wEnT tO sK00l TodAy..Th3 OffIcIal Day!!!&& It WuZ BorIng!!!..it S33m3d So0o0o Lo0o0ng!!!NeWy iGueSs iJuSt GottA gIt uS3 To iT...The WhOLe dAy wUz HecTic Tho!!!OwEll...NeWy Im3t SOm3Mor3 PPL!!!,tH@ wUz tHe G00D pArt,lol :p BuT yEaH...Don't Got MucH t0 sAy BoUt Sk00L....sUX w3 G3t OuT @ 3:20,pLUs I gOTTa WaIt ON mY MOM tO pIcK M3 Up && Th@S @ 5:20 OR 5:10!!!sO,Im @ sKOOl TiL 5-sOM3tHIn!!..Im jUsT So0o0o GlaD i DoN'T gOt MaTh ToMrW!!Ok NeWy,Im tLkin Wit Liz RighT nOw So I b3TT3r GiT oFf h3r3...JuSt tHouGhT i'D mAk3 A qIucK uPdAtE!!bYe!!!

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TUESDAY----

Hey Evrybdy!!!WeLl RighT nOw Im WatChiN LaGuNa BeaCh  ..Well It Just CAmE oFf... i GueSS iLL jUsT whAtcH MaN oN fIr3 WiT dEnZi3L WAshINgt0n((by the way GREAT movie))N3WAY... SkOOl wuZ AlRighT ,AlittLE BoriNg tHo...IgoT cOnfuSeD AliTTl3 bIt Wen I wUz LookIn FoR mY cLaSes But Im JusT lIke FINAAALLY gLaD tHaT iHaVe mY Scedule,I cOulDnt WaIt Til i Got It...iLik3 LookIn @ iiT lol NewAy I m3T Alot Of PPl && I alSo "ReUniTeD"..how/e U wAnnA sAy D@ lol bUt ItLked Wit LiiKe So0o0o MuCh PPl,iM So Glad I sAw ChrIstIna!!,She's ReAlly Kool,I HopE wE liiKe StAy fRieNdZ aLoNg TiMe!!!!NewAy,i AlSo cAn't WaiT Tiil Th@ BloCk PaRty!!!,Its GoIn tO b ReAl BIG!!!!,so0o0o MuCh FUUUN lol....NewAy,ItHink Ill M33t A gUy..Hey NuTTin WrOng Wit HoPin loL NewAy...Im AliiiiittLe Glad ThErEs No gUys @ tHe Skool,Im LiKe 96% Wishin ThErE wErE soMe WhiLe Im 4% GLAD tHerE iSnt...AnywAy,Im InvItin KatIE to The Dance,SiNc3 She wAnt3D tO cOme AnyWayZZ BUt y3Ah....WeLL Aft3r Skool I jUst W3nT tO pIcK mY Br0 uP fRoM CHS....iSaw lil espinoza!!lol...h3 WaS liiKe,StruGliN wIt HIs BaCkpAcK s33M3D liik3...Well,Ill See hIm ThOmaS,rIsHI,&& PROBLY tA'luN @ tHe BloCk pArTy..idk If Ta'lUn's ComIn oR nOt Tho...U cAn BriNg GueSts And Rishi'S BrIngIn ThoMas...so yeh...iThiNk HeS BrinGiN Ta'lun To??,tH@'s Wut Ta'LuN tElLs mE,oWell iT dOn't Matta lol BuT iM brInGin KaTie.....So yEah,Itll B kOOL.....W3ll...Im Liik3 r3Ally bOreD rIgHt nOw,Im Liike HoMe bY mYs3lF wIt NuttIn to Do...iDidNt F33l LikE gOin WiT mY mOM && bRo to WaLLy-WorLd,sO,iDidnT go..IwOndeR Wat ThErE dOIn c/ Th3y LiKe lEfT aN hOuR aGo....W3ll Ill hOllA lAtA.....

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P.S-- MoM sAyS tH@ i CaN mAb3 MoVe uP tO Fl0rIdA My 10th GraDe YeAr WiT mY AunT && UnCle!!!She AlSo SaYs SheS gOttA tLk To mY aUnT bOuT iT AGAIN...2 LiiK3 mAk3 sUr3,yanno~

I cant believe i feel so close to him....first i dont care then next thing u know im crying about him....i dont know wat to actually think of myself OR him....its like,r we ever goin to tlk after this day??i dont want him to b messin round wit other grls other then my cuzin....itold him he betta not start cheatin on my cuz but guess wat he said?? "if u piss me off i will cheat on her"...its like dont b cheatin on my cuzin!!...idont know wat his problem is but he betta not cheat on her....c/ like everybdy has ben sayin that he has other grlfreinds and i told him that hannah said it..but that was the first time adn i actually thought she made that up c/ i believed talun after we had the tlk bout it wit him NOT cheatin..but now not only one person but ANOTHER person sayin he has 3 GRLFREINDZ!!..ijust dont git it??...idont think i wanna go out with him nemore....if hes goin to b untrustworthy then idk...c/ like even my best freind up here tellin me that he told HER that he has 3 grlfreindz...idunno watsup with that??he didnt even call me erlier..ihad to call him...hetells me that he was at his moms house and he didnt wakeup til 12 or s/t but i dk wats wrong...all i want is a TRUE person..somebdy i can RELY on..not a playa....imean at first i was havin second thoughts,iwas like o who cares if hes a player he'll still like me,but wit all the confusion and wit all the un divided attention,idk WAT i was thinking...erlier RIGHT after i hungup the phone since he said "I hafta go take a shower" i had the impression that I MYSELF...HATED boiz...idk hes just tellin me that hes not cheatin and hes like how can u not believe hannah but believe wat katie says???im just like b/c IVE KNOWN KATIE AND TLKEd TO HER MORE!,hes like fine,just believe wat u want to,idc..its like wtf???...idk where r realtionship is goin...idont kno if we're even goin to b freindz or wat im just confused right now o and i just remembered EVEN THOMAS had said there was somethin scandolus goin on wit talun and my cuzin..dude i REALLY think talun is just messn round wit other chiiks...idk wat his problem is....srry this is a kinda depressed entry but owell..its wats happnin,life isnt alwayz rainbowz and butterflyz...thats for sure...

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