Hey my name is Autumn. I am a writer of mainly darker genre. I also draw a little bit too. I hope to find people on here that can and will appricate my work. I write music, poetry, and stories; although I haven't had time lately to to write new stuff, but now I might have a reason to. If you are interested in any of my stuff, please leave me a message or even e-mail me. I your interested in talking to me my username for yahoo is fire_child666 and on AIM it is shadowbladefire. Feel free to IM if you wish.

Pysical Description:
Eye color: Blue(change alot though)
Hair color: Blonde naturally- red and black right now though.
Hair length: A little past the sholders
Height: 5'8
Wieght: 145lbs
Body: Average
Dress style: Gothic/Indie/my own
Piericings: Side of the lip, labraet, twice on both ears bottom, three in left cartilidge and two on right.
Tattoos: none yet

Hmm yep and here is a place for those that might be interested in you may check it out if you wish.
http://vampirefreaks.com/profile.php?user=shadowblade7&r=126409





Ok I am going to put my writings here cause I'm nto sure where else to so please do enjoy! ^_^
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"Nightmare"

Darkness waits the dim night
Silence moving across the sky
Dripping down to cover the ground
Shadows follow his footsteps
As he stalks his prey like a black panther
On a midnights gray
Silently waiting in patience
Darkness takes the girl by her throat
Glaring into her soul
Pulls her closer into the shadows next to him
Sinking fangs, the breaking of skin
watching her blood drip till it turns black within
The morning sun takes her away,
The creature lets out a scream of agony
As the dawn approaches
Felling skin burn he runs away
Leaving the girl lay helplessly
As she vanishes away
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"Eternal Darkness Within"

Fallen beneath the surface
Darkness rising out of the depths
Secrets wash over me as I close my eyes
Singing sweet sorrow in my ear
As I gently fall away
My dreams become filled with agony
As I go on to soon be devoured from my inner
I wait as the dawn approaches
No one knows I’m there
But the little serpent
Slithering out of my bed
Left alone and no where to go
The shadows fall upon me
As I struggle to regain my strength
I fall slowly before thy
The darkness takes me away
My tears fall upon my skin
Screaming from within
Nothing touches me but my sin
The eternal darkness that is rising
slowly devours me from within.
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"Ode To Fire"

The colors reflect of fire
On to my face it gleams.
I feel the fury,
Of this flame
So great,
For such a small thing.
For every time
I light a fire, my rage burns brighter
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"Darknesse's Sprial"

Follow the leader
Down the darking sprial
To your death
There you will find your freedom
Holding arms wide open
Looks so inviteing yet you hide
Glideing the blade down that small little line Yes you know you could,
But do you really want to?
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"Fearful Tears"
These thoughts and memories keep haunting me
They just won't go away
And as it slowly drags me down,
I lose my way

Lost in the emptiness in my mind
It seems that I am so very hard to find
So as I go I start to cry
Running away from all of my fears inside
Cause I'm lost and alone

"Chrous"
My tears stream down my face
As I fall to my knees in my darkest grace
Shadows reach out to me
And I just can't escape from it anymore

My thoughs keep leading me
To the darkness in my heart
I try to hide, escapeing the pain inside
Bleeding from within
Cuts just keep appearing
As this blade runs across my skin
I start to cry
I start to scream
Cause I'm lost and alone

"Chorus"
My tears stream down my face
As I fall to my knees in my darkest grace
Shadows reach out to me
And I just can't escape from it anymore

It seem that I cry out
In vain, only to explain
Why these tears are falling
I cry, I cry, I forever cry....
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(something I wrote inspired by and old friend)
Walk in and open your eyes so you can see,
So you don't die,
Get out of it all ya!
I know this is it and you know it is too.
But won't you just commit to it all
Or are you tired of refomity?
We all are, so here some info
For you heart felt rum that you keep in your coat as you
drink your sorrows away.
Eating your mind away with that weed you smoke all day
Hopeing to see something change, but you know it won't
So you sit there all day just being lame
You know you need to get off your ass and go out
Get something more from this life to bad,
Ya you know,
That it's to bad,
Ya you know,
That it's to bad you won't go,
Come on, don't you wanna go some where,
Here in this life?
Don't you want a reason to live?
Why don't you try?
Cause I don't want to see you die.
Crying late at night when everyone is out of sight,
You know it's safe yet all it is,
Is just some kind of deffense mecinizium
That you use,
So you can hide when they are around.
You don't want them to see your true self.
You know what they would do.
So you go and get drunk and stoned,
So they think your cool and what not
But don't you see what your doing?
Can't you comeplete this life with out all that
Can't you just stop?
Crying is me, I will see you die
This I know all to well
Yet I still stand by your side,
Even though you don't know that I'm there.
So go on and lay there with a hang over cause
I know your not going anywhere.
Can't you just motivate yourself some?
If want to see change,
You know what has to be done
So it's about time you get up and set it all free,
Become your own perosn
Live this life free.
Ya you might say this is what you want,
But in reality you know it's not
Stop lying to yourself
Let it all out!
Let it all go!
I don't want to lose you, so please--- just-- go-- on,
Get out and do what you want in real life!
Ya you know,
That it's to bad ,
Ya you already know
That it's to bad you won't go
Come on don't you wanna go some where,
here in this life?
Don't you want a reason to live?
Why don't you try?
Cause I don't want to see you die......
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Betrayed Tears
(your cries are barely heard...so why do you try?
can't you see they have all betrayed you?
why do you still trust?
what are you looking for?
what can you find in this pathetic humanity)

your scared, lost, and alone
you go wondering around
your tryin to keep your eyes on the ground
in fear that someone might know you
and give your secret away
Your running away
yes they already know
your parionoia has already gotten to you
searching for an anwser to this life
looking for a reason to live
or a chance to die
(your cries are barely heard...so why do you try?
can't you see they have all betrayed you?
why do you still trust?
what are you looking for?
what can you find in this pathetic humanity)
Crying on the back porch of an old hotel
rain pouring down on you
drenched, cold, sick and alone,
hidden in the shadow as they devor you
walking home but in reality
you've got no place to go
so you lie to yourself and everyone eles
but you never knew why
your running from your problems
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*Thats all for now, so please enjoy and*
*comment if you wish! Thankyou.*
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