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Don't take life too seriously, no one makes it out alive.

Don't be afraid of death, be afraid of an unlived life. You don't have to live just have to live

Last day.
If today was my last day,
And tomorrow was too late
I would donate my savings to the kids I hold dear.
And forget yesterday, live like I have no fear.
I would forgive the enemies of any past year.
And not anger nor shed a tear.
School wouldn't be needed but I would still be here.
And I would swim oceans so clear.
I would read the books that have a dog ear.
And not just listen, but hear.

If tomorrow wasn't there
And today was bare
I would smile every chance I get.
And hug everyone I've met.
I would change every preset.
And watch my last sunset.
To every wrong I have committed I will admit
And play games to my brother benefit
I would lie on my back, staring at a sky starlit,
And hold the hand of the one I love as death does commit.

His smile could put the stars to shame,
and that laugh could cure cancer in ways,
so lets go to the moon and play god baby,
just you and me,
together forever and always.

Best Friends
A lifetime of smiles and tears,
bravery and fears.
A childhood of fun
& long days in the sun.
We always learned things the hard way,
but Id give anything for one day;
in '96, mid-July
lying on my back, smiling at the sky,
you on my right,
just waiting for the cool of night.
You never were my friend.
You've always been,
my brother.

I hate myself.
I hate myself
like nothing else.
I'm an uncaring,
tooth baring,
mother fucker
But really, I'm just a sucker,
For lies and fibs.
And kicks in the ribs.
I fall for all those forevers
and smile endeavors.
But then when I crash and burn
I never learn.
And in the end
I will defend,
It's because I hate myself.

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With that cropped hair
And those newly toned muscles
You looked so good standing there
it never occurred to me you're a killing vessel
Too proud to think of anything else
Except you in those dress blues
I couldn't have dreampt this myself
I remember getting the news...
My best friend..
"Please don't shed a tear"
until the end.
"Please don't cry here"
When others said you were a zero
Babe, you've always been my hero

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Have you ever wanted to die? Do you know what it's like to feel this low?

Do you know what it feels like to search a bottle for happiness only to reach the bottom without it.

Do you know what it's like to search the mirror for yourself and not recognize the ghost that stares back.

This rage consumes me, to my very core, but I know that deep down I will always have the physical pain of heart break, hidden just below the surface of this rage.

And I'm afraid that once this fades I will be left with nothing.

Nothing but the pain of betrayal, nothing but the pieces of my life you left behind.

They're there whether you see them or not
And when morning calls
I can see their faces
burned into my retinas.
So much like scars,
scars never fade,
never age
always a child.
Frozen in my dreams.
They're there whether you see them or not.

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2009-12-09 [another brick in the wall]: deeeeeeeep. :]

2009-12-10 [Batgirll]: :] why thank you.

2009-12-20 [~*~Music Junkie~*~]: MUWAH absolutely marvalllousssss darling absolutely stunning:D

2010-01-04 [another brick in the wall]: that's very emotional. do you really feel that way about life, or is it just a vent?

2010-01-04 [Batgirll]: Aye, tis how I feel.

2010-01-04 [another brick in the wall]: well I hope you feel better. unless you like this feeling.

2010-01-04 [Batgirll]: Its more about how we do things that hurt us but don regret doing them, just get mad at ourselves.

idk, maybe Im crazy. But I will feel better when I can control more in my life.

2010-01-04 [another brick in the wall]: I see. that makes sense. what kind of these things have you done? would you like to talk about them?

2010-01-04 [~*~Music Junkie~*~]: babe <3 you are so rad. and the control will come, i love you muchos grande amounts. :)

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