ok.. what does it mean when ur bf calls you n leaves a message like this, Hey, like i really like goin out with you n everything, but it like hurts both of us that we cant see eachother alot, n when i can talk to you on the phone i cant talk long cuz of my parents, but i really just want you to be happy n i think that you would be happier if you could date someone that you could see everyday, alright well thats all, i love you goodbye
IM SO CONFUSED!
Alright i gots a problem, my boyfriend lives in another town n i never ever get to see him. n its very sad cuz he only lives about 20 minutes away. I'm alright with that but i figured hey he'd prolly talk to me when he could but nope that doesnt happen either. Instead he blocks my calls n wont talk to me when he's watching tv or a movie or when he's at home n his parents are there. So pretty much he talks to me when he can (which is pretty much never) and never ever comes to see me. I have no idea what to do about it!!
Anyone got suggestions??
wow i havent written in here for awhile newayz... im like so bored right now so ya.....
lalalalalalala
I AM: THE AWSUM NAUGHTY NUN!!
I HAVE: a kick ass life
I WISH: dylan lived in marengo
I HATE: chocolate
I MISS: my long hair
I FEAR:deer
I HEAR: the sound of me typing this
I SEARCH: the internet idk
I WONDER: why i am up right now im sleepy
I REGRET: not bein friends with my kick ass brother sooner
I LOVE: my dylan
I ALWAYS: brush my teeth
I AM NOT: a dog
I CRY: when i feel like it
I WRITE: stuff
I sit alone and remember all the fun we had
And then suddenly an image pops into my head
You saying you don't love me, and you never will
And then you turning and disappearing over a hill
You leave me there crying, no reasons why
You leave me there wanting only to die
I'm trying to call out to you, as you run away
But as I open my mouth all the sound goes astray
I don't know what i did to you, I dont know why you hate me
All i know is this one thing, I'll love you till the end of time no matter where life takes me
Hey haven't written in here in awhile but ya sumthin sumwhat excitin happened last night. Ok so after school i call my friends (1 happens to be an ex-boyfriend) becuz their in town. But my current boyfriend doesnt know who i'm talking to. So ya i go and hang out with them. But i feel bad about lying to my boyfriend and i call him and tell him what im doing and he says ok. Next thing you know, i have a text message telling me to have my ex call him n im like ok. So he calls him and he says what did you want. My boyfriend says things aren't gonna work out with me and jenna so you can have her. He doesnt even have the decency to tell me why he broke up with me and he refuses to talk to me. How nice is that? So i ask him a thousand times y and he says i dont wanna go out with you. I said do you wanna explain why? And he says no. Thats the last i've heard from him and he's leaving me here crying and trying to figure out what the hell i did to make him hate me.
What if.....
1. I died:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. You found out i was married:
5. I stole something:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I refused to leave my home:
8. I got into a fight while you were there:
::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::
9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Family:
::WOULD YOU::
13.kiss me?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand?
16. Take a bullet for me?
18. Try to solve my problems?
19. Love me?
20. Date me?
::HAVE YOU EVER::
21. Lied to make me feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Wanted to kill me?
24. Broke my heart?
25. Kept something important from me?
26. Thought I was unbearably annoying?
::AND MORE::
27. Who are you?
28. Are we friends?
29. When and how did we meet?
30. Describe me in three words:
31. What was your first impression?
32. Do you still think that way about me now?
33. What reminds you of me?
34. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
35. How well do you know me?
36. When's the last time you saw me?
37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
38. Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about
you
..............
what would u do if:
[1) I committed suicide:]
[2) I said I liked you:]
[3) I kissed you:]
[4) I lived next door to you:]
[5) I started smoking:]
[6) I stole something:]
[7) I was hospitalized:]
[8) I ran away from home:]
[9) I got into a fight and you weren't
there]
what do you think of my:
[1) Personality:]
[2) Eyes:]
[3) Face:]
[4) Hair:]
[5) Clothes:]
[6) Mannerisms:]
general stuff:
[1) Who are you?]
[2) Are we friends?]
[3) When and how did we meet?]
[4) How have I affected you?]
[5) What do you think of me?]
[6) What's the fondest memory you have of
me?]
[7) How long do you think we will be friends
or enemies?]
[8) Do you love me?]
[9) Have I ever hurt you?]
[10) Would you hug me?]
[11) Would you kiss me?]
[12) Would you make love to me?]
[13) Would you marry me?]
[14) Emotionally, what stands out?]
[15) Do you wish I was cooler?]
[16) On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?]
[17) Give me a nickname and explain why you
picked it. ]
[18) Am I loveable?]
[19) How long have you known me?]
[20) Describe me in one word.]
[21) What was your first impression? ]
[22) Do you still think that way about me
now?]
[23) What do you think my weakness is?]
[24) Do you think I'll get married?]
[25) What about me makes you happy?]
[26) What about me makes you sad?]
[27) What reminds you of me?]
[28) What's something you would change about
me? ]
[29) How well do you know me? ]
[30) Ever wanted to tell me something but
couldn't? ]
[31) Do you think I would kill someone?]
[32) Are we close?]
[33) Are you going to put this on your
journal and see what I say about you?]
hey pplz havent written in awhile basically wats happend is ummm there was a dance on friday n that was freakin awsum (xcept kollin was grounded which sucked cuz he couldnt come) n skewl gets out in about 6 dayz so yes freakin awsum
okay i really want a boyfriend n there is like 3 possible guys but i really dont think any of them like me all that much so ya i need help plz any advice i will take
okay heres the deal i really like this guy but i dont think he really likes me back all that much so ya HELP plz
omfg my mom won't let me quit basketball n i really want to cuz im not gonna get 2 play in any fucken games newayz so ya yippie 4 me not im gonna talk 2 my dad n mayb he'll let me quit but ya other then that nothing happed 2day
my so-called boyfriend is a fucken jackass im so pissed off at him rite now i dont think i am ever gonna talk 2 him ever again he cheated on me n then told my friend that he only went out with me as a joke so ya
i still really want a boyfriend but i have gotten turned down by soo many guys so i am giving up no more boys till 4 eva okay cuz none of them like me at all at our stupid skewl
okay heres the deal i really want a boyfriend but none of the guys at this stupid skewl like me i just want 2 move far far away where nobody knows me n then maybe i will b happy but thats never gonna fucken happen bcuz i am 2 fucken ugly n freakishly tall n grrrrrr i hate me god dammit
i really reallly really really really really really really want a boyfriend but i dont know like ne one who would go out with me so ya i have a problem he would have 2 be nice n stuff but not totally clingy god i miss not being single
I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS THIS GUY BUT HE HATES ME N I DONT KNOW WHY BUT I REALLY REALLY REALLLY REALLY REALLY NEED ADVICE SO PLZ
idk y i started cutting myself cuz now its addictive n u wouldnt think it was but it is n i cant find a bf n its driving me crazy!!!!!!!
omfg what richard said 2 sarah was sooo mean i am gonna yell at him cuz just arrrrrrgh
i think i am gonna b single 4 4eva cuz it seems like the only guy that was my type hates me n i hate him now so just grrr to him but none of the guys that i date r my type god i am such a wierdo i am gonna end up unmarried n live in a little apartment with billions of cats by the time i am 30
i dont think true luv exists n if it does it doesnt want me 2 have it
WHY AM I SO FUCKEN WIERD N UGLY IT SUX!!!!!
i think i am going to be unkissed 4 4eva b/c i am scared to kiss a guy i just need a guy 2 kiss me all of the sudden n have me not know about it or anything!!1
i am such a chickoen omfg i alwayz have bfs that i like but i am 2 much of a chicken 2 do nething with them isnt that sad!!! god i am so wierd