FUCK YOU, FUCK EVERYONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey guys sorry i have been pretty busy lately well i started school online so i dont have to deal with any of the ignorant people in this world except the ones i have to of coarse and i just got a job as a waitress thank god they didnt make me take any of my peircings out cause i would have told them to kiss my ass! i didnt pay all that money to let those holes close up. well i really miss my ex but im kinda glad because he has a gf now but he still talks to me allot so its not all bad i talk to him everyday no matter what but i really want to move on and get a bf of my own so i can stop living in the hurt of the past! well that is all for now and remember . . . KEEP CUTTING!
hey guys long time no see well there hasnt been too much going on in ohio where i now live. well i got a job at arbys where i worked before i moved and i am trying to enroll into a school called mason but the thing is they have to accept me you know look at my attendance records and my diciplinary records then decide if they want me in there school i dont think i will get accepted for all the shit i put my other school threw. the last few days have been very stressful i look like apsolute shit right now! well i dont have anything else to say so bye guys. and remember . . . keep cutting!
hey guys it is new years eve and i plan to get trashed with my mom. im in ohio again. not much has changed since i made my last entry. ohh a word of advice to all that live in ohio and michigan do not eat at tony pacos it is a hot dog place . . . it is apsolutly disgusting! i just went there for lunch and i feel sick! well ill prolly make another entry when im drunk and have more to talk about, remember . . . keep cutting!
hey guys i know it has been a while allot of shit has happened sence last time i made an entry! me and my bf broke up i got a car, cell phone, and credit card so not everything is horrible but that guy morris that i talked about me and him are just friends. i met a new guy his name is Greg i liked him and needless to say he used me for sex just like every other guy in this fucking world! im at my moms house in ohio i live in michigan. im only down here for christmas. so what to talk about . . . i have tried not to slit my wrists but it is hard everyone tells me i need help but they all need to fuck them selfs. its the day after christmas at 12:33 in the morning and i dont know what to do with my self. im sitting here smokeing like i always am and if any of you pig fuckers want to message me feel free i love meeting new people so ill make a new entry when i get a chance well Merry fucking Christmas! remember . . . keep cutting!
hey i havent written in a while cause my dad got rid of my computer which is really fucked up! well i met a new guy 3 days ago his name is Morris Epps he is really nice and really hott! i havent slit my wrists in a while my bf told me that if i did it again he would break up with me so i stopped and when i did do it he never noticed them, sometimes you just cant help yourself. so i might ask Morris to the homecomming dance at my school. He is a senior and plays football he is half black half white, curly hair and tan not dark skin and a really nice ass! well i got to go and smoke see ya all later! remember . . . keep cutting!
i joined the web site today i am now known as *redtears* i picked that because i thought of all the times i was crying while slitting my wrists and it felt like i was crying blood. today i got 23 new scars to add to my collection on my wrist but the problem is that my left wrist is getting full with scars so i guess i will have to do it on my right wrist! my friends dont want to leave me because i am so depressed and might kill myself and to tell you the truth i might! but enough of that my day sucked and i was hoping it was all a dream a really fucked up dream. i want to go watch the blood drip down my arm g2g and remember . . . keep cutting!