why is the world so fucked up? Why are there so many fucked up questions? like wut is the purpose of life...some think the world is beautiful and is worth living...others think it is just one big fucked up shit pile were we are all just maggots eating up shit...ive never heard anybody ask these question ...at least no around me....it just seems like nobody cares...but really everybody does...even the ppl who "dont care" care that they have to look like the dont care...some ppl say that every one has a purpose in life.....i disagree...wut about those ppl who do not live to do anything at all they just live the life they were given....wut is the purpose of life...i once heard some one say "life is like a dream and death is just u waking up" ... death is a frightenign thought to most...to some it is a facination...i am a beliver of god....but wut do the ppl who do not belive in god think happens when u die...wut is the purpose for them of living....wut is the purpose of me living...if god knows that i am going to hell or to heaven ...i do not see the point of me living i dont see the point of having an earth ful of humans....if he knows that i will choose a life of crime or a life of god y doesnt he just make it happen.... anyhoo life and death...y is there life? i dont belive there is a purpose in life just live...u dont have to care just live...if u dont want to pay ur taxes and go to jail then dont if u dont want to work ur whole times spent on this earth....or if u want to strive to become a billionare then do it all im saying is when the day comes to a hault...are u happy...do u care...im not talking about the care for poor ppl or abused children but the care about urself....do u care if u made a bad choice...r u still happy...dont think about consequences but rather ur happyness...

y is it that its so funny when straight guys at school act gay....its not funny its just discriminating *sp* a differnt type of relationship....and if that person really was gay it would no longer be funny...they would become a freak...not the freaks that are exepted by other freaks but the freak were no1 will talk to...i dont understand how the world can be so beautiful but at the same time be so hurtful cruel and just dark...its not fair that ppl everyday go thro shit like being outcasted or teased or abuse...which leads to school shootings...i was watching my favorite show degrassi and that guy rick shot himself ..and jimmy ......that just pissed me off...that ppl r really like that....even tho i luv spinner...but still im getting off the subject....i was a school and this guy gavin was acting gay as a joke and ppl laughed...the next day i had on my hand a drawing of a rainbow and it said GAY PRIDE under it.....he looked at me and was like "Gay Pride , wut is that all about" and idk if he did it on purpose or not but he looked at me with such disgust that it made me feel like i was the 1 doing something wrong...but im not i really am not....i support gays and i love the fact that i am so passionate about it...ppl try to bring me down with the bible and wut not but no god loves gays it was only the old testemate that said shit about the gays and wut not....in Lev. it says that we cannot eat shrimp or shellfish or lobsters ....but we do and it says we are not allowed to trim our beards...no1 follows this anymore..not even the "good christians" this is y there is a NEW testement and not once does it say that we have to follow the rules of moses not once...jesus didnt say....so i fully support gays and i know they are not going to hell. i really believe in my heart if they want to be a follower of god they can be....heck saints were gay in the first churches.....they wrote poems about it....and GAYS CAN RAISE CHILDEREN .......just think were did gays come from........straigt ppl....uh duh...i just pisses me off royaly when someone tells me that gays should go to hell or laughs at them or makes fun of them...how would u really feel if some1 made fun of u because u were straight... so think about it before u just make fun of a "gay" or act "gay" just think use ut god gave ur ..........a brain