Oh fuck..I've read threw these old diary's and laugh in a way of...damn I fell in love easy and liked some stupid people..
I was just..really..getting fucked over a lot those days. oh well seems I have learned in some ways. Welp I'm Kinda Back..only time will tell when ill grow old of this site and leave...i wont if interesting things start to happen soooo...SHOW ME SOME ENTERTAINMENT BITCHS!! <3

I had you in my grasp in my hold..all it took then was a yes from me..but i was blind and wanted something unreal fake something not worth my time..I ruined it all..but inside all i think now is..hopefully he will give me another chance

meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow liver liver liver please deliver
mmm look the blood its pouring like rain ontop of me in the shower as i watch you hanging from that belt as your insides are exposed to my innocent face watching as you heart beats those last beats of life.
Batheing in the warmth makes me feel so good inside baby i dont want this to end
dont stop the flow dont stop the rain
your intestines hanging over me is just a cat toy for me
meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow mix meow mix i want FUCKING MEOW MIX BITCH

WEll Tim and i are over been like that since october atm i have my eye on this sexi Asain Named Trent mmhmm i hope things work out well and ill be alone no longer
i have a new job i work at the hewitt wal-mart-oh joy- eh i need the money mmhmm
well i just found out landon was in the hospital since monday i hope he gets bettter if he doesnt go home tommrow i may go see him idk
well ttyl

Well the whole landon thing didnt work out he has a g/f and now i am in love with a guy named tim hes my world and just fucking everything to me i love him so fucking much so fuck you guys and girls im marrying this guy and you will never have me!!!<333

Welp i did have a off and on lover but he finally left me for a whore..wtf-sighs- but i went to the valley with my sis and her friend met some guys one in particular hes so beautiful his name is landon we have alot in common but who knows.

Am i truly so forsaken
How can i live
No love in my life
My heart is broken
Who will be the one to fix it
Used and Used again
Will be my life story to my children
I pity myself and others who have hurt me
Such a low life
Someone help me
Oh dark angel of my dreams
Come sweep me off my feet
Take me to a place never before seen
Take all this pain away from me

oooo today was the last day of school foreverrrrrrrrr..well until collage
hmm being single sucks penis
err why am i here lol oh yea misti
mmmm poooo

Dear lil black book....How in the hell do i work this thing!!ahhhhh
oh well..

broken to pieces
look what you did to me
you told me you would make me whole
that id never lose you
but what has happened?
my heart is shattered
all over the floor
Tears is what you will see
what more can you do?
im empty
just a body with no purpose
i hate you.
look what youve done to me