i gasp for air, you just stand there, you don't even care. if i was to die, would you ever wonder why?would you shed one tear, would you cry for me, dear? would you pretend that you loved me? would you finally see, or would you turn from me and flee? i just wanted someone to see, and to finally love me for me.

im so fuckin depressed right now...i just got news that my lil boy is realli sick and i swear i will kill those fucks if he is hurt realli bad. i swear to god i just want to have him back. life fuckin suxx but it goes on...right?

i just feel like sittin down and cry*n and i dunno why,and i worry about everything at home its like im goin crazy. Things are so crazy right now and i just dont understand anything, its like the world is passin me by

my lil boy got to stay all nite last nite i was soo happy, i love him to death and i wish me and my family could have him back hes such a sweetheart. me and him had soo much fun last nite, and he gets to stay late 2nite, so im happy. i think 2day when i go shopping ama buy him something because i kno he doesnt get anything at the house where he is currently living

hey..mhmh what would i do without my friends?i dunno and hopefully i'll never have to find out. votre ange gothique is one of my bestest friends and i love her dearly. black tiger has also been there for me and i appreciate it dearly my friends...well life suxx but i would die without my friends i love ya too MeganCroston, my dear cousin but u better treat me better!