i hate my life i just wish all of my problems would go away and they will just let me die i would rather die than live in this shity life i have

HELL!!

well while i was on elf town i met 4 or 3 great guys 1 oam with and another i like but he wants to be friends only but i love one and i have no idea what to do if anyone reads this help me and the other likesme and idon't want to hurt them none of themehelp please