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Written about Friday 2006-04-28
Written: (6592 days ago)

for all the people who knew i had a boyfriend, well GOOD NEWS~ i split up with him, :D finally too,he pissed me off to know end and i live my life once why should i waste it on him
ok this is what i said, i sent him an email....


LOOK Justin, we WERE still together, just with cool off.... so you should take this as your first time being unfaithful. Congrats

To be totally honest I cant stand you anymore, your everything I hate, you're personalty is shit and ungrateful, I have no patience with you and I have no fucking clue why I went out with you, it disgusts me to no end...
I am glad your not coming, coz you wouldn’t be getting anything from me not even a hello. Your right I don’t want to see you.

You scab off my mum, you know were not rich and when for $50 you couldn’t of been any more selfish. $50 is a week worth of food for us and my mother was giving you $20 out kindness, not to pay you back in anyway. You know your mum is always there. Why cant you ask her, that’s an idea no isn’t it.
You know some of what Emma said was right...take as this when I blow out the candles on the birthday cake, you wont be the one I will be kissing.
And if you’re too dense to understand what I am saying is that. I wont be getting back with you. At all
And for the record...you DO NOT tell me or any one else who might have a chance with getting back with you "oh I made out with 2 girls and 3 girls want to go out with me" THATS FUCKED UP! What is wrong with you?
Oh and you are such a spoilt brat too "I don’t want to hang out with the browncoats, they bore me" you want to know why they bore you Justin, is because they don’t like you. You tend to act like a jerk around them.
And you have been a bastard for the past week, might I add... with the attitude of oh girls like me. Your ego has somewhat gone up.
Now you can why things go into place now Justin.
You disgust me, I DO NOT want to see you again and talk to you again.

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Written about Saturday 2006-02-18
Written: (6661 days ago)
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Written about Tuesday 2006-02-14
Written: (6665 days ago)

• voughn is the one that you love.
ok, umm no


• andrew is one you like but can't work out.


confused, but i am working with him!!
• You care most about gerard
kool..
• rachel is the one who knows you very well.
ummm yea true



• jessica is your lucky star.
hehe yup yup



• you know what they do to guys like us in prison is the song that matches with voughn. OMG!! NO



• i'm not ok (i promise) is the song for andrew.
ummmm hmmm not sure about that one



• sound effects and over dramatics is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
wow i have a very DIRTY mind then



• and zero is the song telling you how you feel about life
huh?? right hmm ok then i guess...


WTF!!!
ahh right ok then, do this quiz and see what you get??
http://www.comclub.org/lj/fsquiz.php

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Written about Sunday 2005-12-25
Written: (6716 days ago)


Hell Lyrics
Artist: Squirrel Nut Zippers
Album: Hot



In the afterlife
You could be headed for the serious strife
Now you make the scene all day
But tomorrow there'll be Hell to pay
People listen attentively
I mean about future calamity
I used to think the idea was obsolete
Until I heard the old man stamping his feet.


This is a place where eternally
Fire is applied to the body
Teeth are extruded and bones are ground
Then baked into cakes which are passed around.

Beauty, talent, fame, money, refinement
Top skill and brain
But all the things you try to hide
Will be revealed on the other side.

Now the D and the A and the M
and the N and the A
And the T and the I-O-N
Lose your face, lose your name
Then get fitted for a suit of flame

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Written about Tuesday 2005-11-22
Written: (6749 days ago)


Lunacy Fringe Lyrics (The Used)




The Used - Lunacy Fringe Lyrics

Wake up
My love
Never thought you�d make me, break me
Now I�m up from below
Such a brilliant star you are
And will your love keep burning baby
Burn a hole right through my eyes
All these short times feel like no time
I thought you ought to know
I�m so far gone now I been running on empty
I�m so far gone now
Do you wanna take me on?

Do, Do you, Do you know?
Do you know how long I�ve waited?
To look up from below,
Just to find someone like you?
And will your love like burn me, baby?
Burn a hole right through my heart
I think I might just trust you, maybe
But I�m not sure
I�m not sure I wanna know

I�m so far gone now I been running on empty
I�m so far gone now
Do you wanna take me on?

Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa
I think you could make me girl
Could make me take my life
I know you can break me girl
Take all of me
All of me, yeah hey

Wake up
My love
Never thought you�d make me, break me
Now I�m up from below
Such a brilliant star you are


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Written about Thursday 2005-11-17
Written: (6754 days ago)

wow! god how i HATE with a passion, school!

yea that one, i just do see the point of it any way
and most deffaintly when they mock you and laugh, say how ugly you are, and how they think there OHH SOO FUCKING KOOL please get a fucking life you little twats! i'm seriously where the fuck do they get off saying that shit when look at them! urgh, it pisses me off to the edge i cant fucking take no more
yea geeez its good having no friends coz your such a freak and that they decide to chuck food at you, i'm where does that get fun!, cant they think of some thing better to do rather then say your soo ugly, you should go to jenny craig, my response FUCK YOU!! but you see that just makes em laugh more and more!

sorry thats just my rant for such a bad day i had!

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Written about Monday 2005-11-14
Written: (6757 days ago)

this is for my mother


Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move
Awake but cannot open my eyes
And the weight is crushing down on my lungs
I know I can't breathe
And hope someone will save me this time
And your mother's still calling you insane and high
Swearing it's different this time
And you tell her to give in to the demons that possess her
And that god never blessed her insides
Then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things
And crawl back into bed to dream of a time
When your heart was open wide and you love things just because
Like the sick and dying

And sometimes when you're on
You're really fucking on
And your friends they sing along
And they love you
But the lows are so extreme
That the good seems fucking cheap
And it teases you for weeks in its absence
But you'll fight and you'll make it through
You'll fake it if you have to
And you'll show up for work with a smile
And you'll be better
You'll be smarter
More grown up and a better daughter or son
And a real good friend
And you'll be awake
You'll be alert
You'll be positive though it hurts
And you'll laugh and embrace all of your friends
And you'll be a real good listener
You'll be honest
You'll be brave
You'll be handsome and you'll be beautiful
You'll be happy

Your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
To the cries and the wails of the valley below
Your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
And you'll fight it you'll go out fighting all of them

698336  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-11-14
Written: (6757 days ago)

this is for my mother

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Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move
Awake but cannot open my eyes
And the weight is crushing down on my lungs
I know I can't breathe
And hope someone will save me this time
And your mother's still calling you insane and high
Swearing it's different this time
And you tell her to give in to the demons that possess her
And that god never blessed her insides
Then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things
And crawl back into bed to dream of a time
When your heart was open wide and you love things just because
Like the sick and dying

And sometimes when you're on
You're really fucking on
And your friends they sing along
And they love you
But the lows are so extreme
That the good seems fucking cheap
And it teases you for weeks in its absence
But you'll fight and you'll make it through
You'll fake it if you have to
And you'll show up for work with a smile
And you'll be better
You'll be smarter
More grown up and a better daughter or son
And a real good friend
And you'll be awake
You'll be alert
You'll be positive though it hurts
And you'll laugh and embrace all of your friends
And you'll be a real good listener
You'll be honest
You'll be brave
You'll be handsome and you'll be beautiful
You'll be happy

Your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
To the cries and the wails of the valley below
Your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
And you'll fight it you'll go out fighting all of them

664659  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-09-13
Written: (6819 days ago)

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RIVER
(smiles)
Played with Kaylee, the sun came out
and I walked on my feet, heard with
my ears...
(crumbling)
I hate the bits, the bits that stay
down and I work, I function like I'm
a girl. I hate it because I know
it'll go away, the sun goes dark and
chaos is come again. Bits. Fluids.
(really crying now)
What am I?

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