[/IIx.XMoN stErX.xII\]'s diary

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Written about Tuesday 2009-12-15
Written: (5217 days ago)
Next in thread: 1105069

omfg i was disgustingly emo, SHAME Amanda shame.

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Written about Monday 2007-03-19
Written: (6220 days ago)

[Describe yourself using song titles from only ONE band..its harder than you think!]
Band: Malice Mizer [<3]

[1. Are you a male or a female:] Gardenia
[2. Describe yourself:] Beast Of Blood
[3. How do some people feel about you:] Gogo no Sasauki[Afternoon Whispers]
[4. How do you feel about yourself:] Color Me Blood Red
[5. Describe your family:] Baptism Of Blood
[6. Where would you rather be:] Transylvania
[7. Describe what you want to be:]Kioku to Sora [Memory and Sky]
[8. Describe how you live:] Speed Of Desperate
[9. Describe how you love:] Mayonaka Ni Kawashita Yakusoku [the promise we exchanged in the dead of night]
[10. Describe what you hate:] Au Revoir

910880  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-02-16
Written: (6250 days ago)

Fuck, so today i get up late, whatever, put my clothes in the dryer, take a shower, then....i like dressed up, for the first time in...forEVER, lmao im so cool today, and i look so good, i wish my mother didnt steal the camera for her trip, like everything = perfect

Today = a good day

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Written about Sunday 2007-02-11
Written: (6255 days ago)

Yeah so im ashamed of myself
The other day me and Aysha were watching Jackass Number Two
And i found Bam Margera so fuckin sexy
im completely obsessed
whats wrong with me rofl

902643  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2007-01-25
Written: (6273 days ago)

Aysha = Well its aysha, like god
James = My 15yr old Brother..

.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.4 am.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
cuase somtimes you piss me off
. says:
Well sometimes the sky is blue sometimes its orange Hell sometimes the sky is black
. says:
But theres no difference
. says:
the sky is the sky
.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.4 am.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
THis isnt james.
. says:
and u cant change that
. says:
lmao
.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.4 am.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
LMAO mel
. says:
isnt that fucked what i just said
. says:
and no its me aysha
.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.4 am.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
ROFL yes!
.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.4 am.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
no its not
. says:
yes it is
. says:
and i can own u at need for speed
.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.4 am.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
i no this isnt james.
. says:
actually u beat me today didnt u
. says:
remember when u bought that gram of cokaine
.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.4 am.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
i never bought you shit.
.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.4 am.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
Cocaine*
. says:
Cocaine
. says:
Crack Cocaine
.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.4 am.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
lmfao.
.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.4 am.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:

.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.4 am.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
hows ambers vagina?
. says:
k but wasnt this fucked up
. says:
Well sometimes the sky is blue sometimes its orange Hell sometimes the sky is black
. says:
But theres no difference
. says:
the sky is the sky
. says:
and it like came out of nowhere
.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.4 am.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
james, the only sky you will be looking at is the sky you see when you look deeply into my eyes when we are making passionate love.
.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.4 am.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
ya baby.
.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.4 am.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
so you comming over tonight or what?
.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.4 am.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
you need my SPEED
.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.4 am.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
mario/
. says:
WHAT THE FUCK AYSHA!!!
. says:
THAT IS FUCKING FUCKED UP
.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.4 am.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
whats my english name
. says:
WHY DO U ALWAYS SAY THAT
.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.4 am.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
why do you always call my name, when your alone in your room good lookin
. says:
because im lonely
. says:
and How did you know?
. says:
lol jk
.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.4 am.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
Because, i told amber to not love you. so you would just be mine..just for one moment
.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.4 am.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
just so i can kiss your soft cherry lips.
.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.James Locken.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
I love you James Roger Locken.
.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.James Locken.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
LMFAO. okay im sorry i cant say this shit anymore.
. says:
saving convo
.<3[//.J.a.n.e.\\]-[.James Locken.]291-4514.  .i feel so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l. today. says:
lmfao. Do it

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Written about Sunday 2007-01-21
Written: (6276 days ago)

<img:http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c80/redlyness/yourmomx.jpg>

899410  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2007-01-16
Written: (6281 days ago)
Next in thread: 899519

Okay so it continues, this time with me and Kari

Cliff........ says:
hey
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
hello
Cliff........ says:
wutsup
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
nothing much, just finished watching some porn, talking to my buddy
Cliff........ says:
oooh wut sorta porn today?
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh lol i was watching behind the mask, cheezy movie, funny tho, chick has a big zit on her ass
Cliff........ says:
ahahaha
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
hey ima add my friend,
Cliff........ says:
sure

::BROKII has been added to the conversation.

/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
hello?
::BROKII says:
hiii
Cliff........ says:
hi
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
lovely
::BROKII says:
hello cliff, i'm naoki =)
Cliff........ says:
sup
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
so, about that
::BROKII says:
you like animals, cliffy?
Cliff........ says:
in what way..
Cliff........ says:
i have a dog
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh?
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
what kind of dog?
::BROKII says:
boy or girl?
Cliff........ says:
shepard/doby
Cliff........ says:
girl..y?
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh thats no fun
::BROKII says:
do you love her a lot, though?
::BROKII says:
yeah girl animals are no fun =(
Cliff........ says:
yea she is a good dog
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh, my
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
lil peanut butter here and there eh
::BROKII says:
how much do you love her?
Cliff........ says:
uh no...
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh, alright
::BROKII says:
???
Cliff........ says:
lots y?
::BROKII says:
enough to let us play with her?
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oooooooh
::BROKII says:
you included of course
Cliff........ says:
what do u mean play w/ her?
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh come on, use your imagination
Cliff........ says:
if ure thinking sexual..thats fuked up
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
you already know what im into
::BROKII says:
how old are you cliffy?
Cliff........ says:
yeah
Cliff........ says:
20..u?
::BROKII says:
it's a suprise
Cliff........ says:
lol..
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh you and your surprises
::BROKII says:
you like them =D
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
your right
Cliff........ says:
got a pic?
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
lol
::BROKII says:
yes, let me upload one for you <3
Cliff........ says:
kk
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
brb children, coffee is calling
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
sorry about that
Cliff........ says:
its ok
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
ugh aysha got me sick, i knew we shouldnt of, yeah e is one crazy drug
::BROKII says:
shit srslyyy?
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh yeah
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
so cliff, have an interesting night
Cliff........ says:
last night? not rly
Cliff........ says:
hows that pic comin ?
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
lol
::BROKII says:
photobucket keeps freezing everything
::BROKII says:
but here
::BROKII says:
http://i108.photobucket.com/albums/n24/ichigodorii/b15208389.jpg
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh yes i love that one
Cliff........ says:
cool..hot but young
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh def, not lacking in the downstairs either *cough* surprisingly lol
::BROKII says:
ooo you're into guys too? =D
Cliff........ says:
ure a guy?
::BROKII says:
yes of course
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
yeahhhuh
Cliff........ says:
err nm
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
rmeber what i said about 5 guys and a dog, he was there, he was the one who brought the bucket
Cliff........ says:
ic
Cliff........ says:
ic
::BROKII says:
hehe yes XD god i loved that
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
i still dont understand, why the bucket
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh well
::BROKII says:
the goat milk + secretion
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oooooooooooh okay, sorry i was a bit out of it that day lol,
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
damn i wish i wasnt sick, all this talk of, well yes
::BROKII says:
mm well you know i love bile..
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
yes! god, alright how does 45 mins sound?
::BROKII says:
hm sure but then we'll need to shower, work soon
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
thats fine, my bathrooms the one place in the house thats clean, well right now anyways
Cliff........ says:
lol.
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh yeah lol
::BROKII says:
lol yaa
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
okay well, cliff, its been wonderful but i have to go prepare now
Cliff........ says:
lol ok
Cliff........ says:
byebye'

Cliff........ has left the conversation.

::BROKII says:
oh foocha
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
ROFLROFLROFLROFLROFLROFLROFLROFLROFL
::BROKII says:
didnt let me say bye!
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
i know, asshole

899091  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2007-01-16
Written: (6282 days ago)
Next in thread: 899169

ROFLROFL, k it started on nexopia, like this

To: MandyxPandy
From: cL1ffF3w1ng5
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 5:45 am
Subject: No Subject
hey hows it goin? youre pretty hot :shocked: give good bjs?


To: cL1ffF3w1ng5
From: MandyxPandy
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 6:10 am
Subject: Re: No Subject
I guess so, but i dont think youd be into what im into, maybe but i doubt it.


To: MandyxPandy
From: cL1ffF3w1ng5
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 6:15 am
Subject: Re (2): No Subject
ooh what are u into?


To: cL1ffF3w1ng5
From: MandyxPandy
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 6:19 am
Subject: Re (3): No Subject
Well for starters what id really like to do is squat over your face, and watch as my hot and sour feces drip from my buttocks into the back of your throat. Then, watch you gag in rapture under my steaming excrement.



To: MandyxPandy
From: cL1ffF3w1ng5
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 6:20 am
Subject: Re (4): No Subject
hmm thats pretty intense...


To: cL1ffF3w1ng5
From: MandyxPandy
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 6:22 am
Subject: Re (5): No Subject
So are you down? I'm also into pleasuring a mans anus.



To: MandyxPandy
From: cL1ffF3w1ng5
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 6:24 am
Subject: Re (6): No Subject
ooh cant say ive ever tried that..how good is the head?


To: cL1ffF3w1ng5
From: MandyxPandy
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 6:30 am
Subject: Re (7): No Subject
OMG you have to try it, its exquisite. I'm not really into sucking dick, its too common.


To: MandyxPandy
From: cL1ffF3w1ng5
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 6:31 am
Subject: Re (8): No Subject
hahaha
got msn?

To: cL1ffF3w1ng5
From: MandyxPandy
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 6:33 am
Subject: Re (9): No Subject
yeah doesn't everyone? whats yours?

To: MandyxPandy
From: cL1ffF3w1ng5
Date: Tue Jan 16, 2007 6:34 am
Subject: Re (10): No Subject
lol
cliff_few*****@Hotmail.com



THEN continues onto msn (first part of convo got left out, but it was nothing that special)


/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
sorry bout that
Cliff........ says:
its ok
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
msn was acting up, but what?
Cliff........ says:
what sorta stuff u like to do?
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh, hmm lotsa stuff i guess, nothing in particualr
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
you?
Cliff........ says:
yeea im up for prety much anything
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
wonderful
Cliff........ says:
yeeah
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
so what kinda porn do you watch?\
Cliff........ says:
ahah
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
sereously
Cliff........ says:
hmm ill watch almost anything but gay...
Cliff........ says:
u
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh come on, what do you "specialize" in
Cliff........ says:
lol
Cliff........ says:
girl on girl or hardcore
Cliff........ says:
u
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
well, bestiality is always good, but guy on guy is pretty hot too
Cliff........ says:
seriously?
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
yeah sereously
Cliff........ says:
cool i guess
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
so would you like, ever suck a dick?
Cliff........ says:
no
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh come on sereously? what about a 3 some, you fuck me, he fucks you?
Cliff........ says:
hmm im straight
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
so? that doesnt matter, sex is sex
Cliff........ says:
lol
Cliff........ says:
tru
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
so would you?
Cliff........ says:
doubt it
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
damn that woulda been fun
Cliff........ says:
lol
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
just pull a brokeback
Cliff........ says:
ahahahhaha
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
so harcore hey,
Cliff........ says:
u are
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
lol i was talking about the porn
Cliff........ says:
oh
Cliff........ says:
yea
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
rofl this is fun
Cliff........ says:
haha it is
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh yeah, its always a good time with me, if you know what i mean
Cliff........ says:
lol i dont
Cliff........ says:
tell
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh im not the telling kinda girl
Cliff........ says:
aww thats no fun
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
yeah well, im sure you can survive
Cliff........ says:
haha probably
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
so..
Cliff........ says:
any other questions?
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
hmm not right now, you
Cliff........ says:
hmm whast the kinkiest/craziest thing uve ever done
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
Picture this, 5 guys and a dog, and i think there was a bucket involved
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
you?
Cliff........ says:
wow
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
your turn
Cliff........ says:
nothign exciting just a 3some w/ handcuffs n shit
Cliff........ says:
u beat me
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh handcuffs
Cliff........ says:
ahah
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
lol i suppose
Cliff........ says:
so do u have any nudes?
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
you think 15 mins makes a diff?
Cliff........ says:
i dno..does it?
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
someones eager
Cliff........ says:

/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
lol nope
Cliff........ says:
aww
Cliff........ says:
no fun
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
oh well, fun for me
Cliff........ says:
haha yeeah
Cliff........ says:
ever fuck in public?
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
does an elevator count?
Cliff........ says:
lol sure
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
then yes
Cliff........ says:
lol
Cliff........ says:
that mustve been a quickie
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
yeah well it was a good one
Cliff........ says:
ahaha i bet
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
adrenalin, good times
Cliff........ says:
hahah yeeah
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
brb
Cliff........ says:
k
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
mmmback
Cliff........ says:
sup
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
penisd
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
penis..* woops lol
Cliff........ says:
ahah
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
so you smoke up?
Cliff........ says:
not much anymore
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
thats a shame
Cliff........ says:
yeeah
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
do anything ele, or do you just drink?
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
else*
Cliff........ says:
lol pretty much just drink
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
thought so
Cliff........ says:
done e here n there
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
well thats a good thing
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
no one should go without doing e atleast once
Cliff........ says:
ahaha
Cliff........ says:
for sure
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
so..
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
hmm
Cliff........ says:
yeeah
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
so whats your ultimate sex fantasy
Cliff........ says:
hmm good question
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
well, are you gunna tell me
Cliff........ says:
im thnking
Cliff........ says:
tell me urs while i figure mine out haha
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
nope, i asked first
Cliff........ says:
ahah
Cliff........ says:
hm ok
being w/ super hot women all around getting me off one way or another and themselves, sex for hours then blowing my load all over them while they lick it off of eachother
Cliff........ says:
thats all i can think of right now..kinda lame
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
lol, typical male fantasy
Cliff........ says:
ahaha
Cliff........ says:
ur turn
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
well, im not really fond of being tied up, im more of a dominant, so pretty much wips and chains and some extra instuments of sexual torture, guys and girls, 
Cliff........ says:
ahaha
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
lol sorry im into the guy on guy right now, my gay male friend lent me some xcore vampire boy love books
Cliff........ says:
ahahaha ooooh
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
you into blood?
Cliff........ says:
cant say i am
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
would you ever?
Cliff........ says:
im not sure
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
hmm
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
well its def fun
Cliff........ says:
ahaha
Cliff........ says:
wut sorta blood play?
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
hmm, anything really, dont do it to often, not many people are into it
Cliff........ says:
yeeah
Cliff........ says:
but i think imma head to bed
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
alright, have a good time
Cliff........ says:
lol ill try...got anything for me to dream about?
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
hmmmm, why dont you use your imagination, try something different
Cliff........ says:
aww
Cliff........ says:
be much more fun w/ some material
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
aww well, your a man, you can do these things on your own
Cliff........ says:
ahaha
Cliff........ says:
alrite..later
/x.XMonsterX.x\  The Joint Rolling Handbook says:
bye
 


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Written about Wednesday 2004-11-10
Written: (7079 days ago)

"But it would seem I'm not quite the monster you're thinking of. But... it's what he desired. If a human so desires, I can give him immortality... time-everlasting... But the thing that we, as well as you, are chasing after is different. It's only a bloodthirsty imitation vampire."
Miyu, to Himiko. volume 1, episode 1 (OAV)


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Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Activity Level |||||||||||| 38%
Excitement-Seeking ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Enthusiasm |||||||||||| 34%
Extroversion ||||||||||||||| 50%
Trust ||||||||| 30%
Morality |||||||||||| 34%
Altruism ||||||||| 30%
Cooperation |||||||||||| 34%
Modesty ||||||||||||||| 42%
Sympathy |||||| 14%
Friendliness ||||||||| 30%
Confidence |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Neatness |||||||||||| 34%
Dutifulness |||||||||||| 34%
Achievement |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Self-Discipline |||||||||||| 34%
Cautiousness ||||||||||||||| 50%
Orderliness ||||||||||||||| 43%
Anxiety |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Volatility |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Depression |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Self-Consciousness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Impulsiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Vulnerability ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Emotional Stability |||||| 20%
Imagination |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Artistic Interests ||||||||||||||| 42%
Introspection |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Intellect ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Liberalism |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Openmindedness ||||||||||||||||||||| 61%


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1. A pivotal event often leads to the development of vampirism (blood drinking). This usually occurs in childhood, and the experience of bleeding or the taste of blood is found to be ‘exciting'. After puberty, this excitement associated with blood is experiences as sexual arousal.

2. The progression of Renfield's syndrome follows a typical course in many cases:

Autovampirism is generally developed first, usually in childhood, by initially self-inducing scrapes or cuts in the skin to produce blood, which is then ingested, to later learning how to open major blood vessels (veins, arteries) in order to drink a steady stream of warm blood more directly. The blood may then be ingested at the time of the opening, or may be saved in jars or other containers for later imbibing or for other reasons. Masturbation often accompanies autovampiristic practices.

Zoophagia (literally the eating of living creatures, but more specifically the drinking of their blood) may develop prior to autovampirism in some cases, but usually is next to develop. Persons with Renfield's syndrome may themselves catch and eat or drink the blood of living creatures such as insects, cats, dogs, or birds. The blood of other species may be obtained at places such as slaughterhouses and then ingested. Sexual activity may or may not accompany these functions.

Vampirism in its true form is the next stage to develop - procuring and drinking the blood of living human beings. This may be done by stealing blood from hospitals, laboratories, and so forth, or by attempting to drink the blood directly from others. Usually this involves some sort of consensual sexual activity, but in lust-murder type cases and in other nonlethal violent crimes, the sexual activity and vampirism may not be consensual.

3. The compulsion to drink blood almost always has a strong sexual component associated with it.

4. Blood will sometimes take on an almost mystical significance as a sexualized symbol of life or power, and, as such, an experience of well being or empowerment will be reported by those with Renfield's syndrome following such activities.

5. Persons with Renfield's syndrome are primarily male.

6. The defining characteristic of Renfield's syndrome is the blood-drinking compulsion. Other related activities such as necrophilia and necrophagia that do not have as their goal the drinking of blood are not to be considered aspects of this disorder''.

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USER FRIENDLY - MARILYN MANSON
Use me when you want to come
I've bled just to have your touch
When I'm in you I want to die

User friendly fucking dopestar obscene
Will you die when you're high
You'd never die just for me
She says,
"I'm not in love, but I'm gonna fuck you
'til somebody better comes along."

Use me like I was a whore
Relationships are such a bore
Deleted the ones that you've fucked

User friendly fucking dopestar obscene
Will you die when you're high
You'd never die just for me
She says,
"I'm not in love, but I'm gonna fuck you
'til somebody better comes along."

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THIS SUMMER
Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: High
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Very High
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High




LAST SUMMER
Paranoid |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Schizoid |||||||||||||||| 66%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 66%
Antisocial |||||||||||||||||| 78%
Borderline |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 50%
Narcissistic |||| 14%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 66%
Dependent |||||||||||||||| 62%
Obsessive-Compulsive || 10%

394528  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2004-10-29
Written: (7091 days ago)

Sociability ||||||||| 30%
Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Activity Level |||||||||||| 38%
Excitement-Seeking ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Enthusiasm |||||||||||| 34%
Extroversion ||||||||||||||| 50%
Trust ||||||||| 30%
Morality |||||||||||| 34%
Altruism ||||||||| 30%
Cooperation |||||||||||| 34%
Modesty ||||||||||||||| 42%
Sympathy |||||| 14%
Friendliness ||||||||| 30%
Confidence |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Neatness |||||||||||| 34%
Dutifulness |||||||||||| 34%
Achievement |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Self-Discipline |||||||||||| 34%
Cautiousness ||||||||||||||| 50%
Orderliness ||||||||||||||| 43%
Anxiety |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Volatility |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Depression |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Self-Consciousness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Impulsiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Vulnerability ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Emotional Stability |||||| 20%
Imagination |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Artistic Interests ||||||||||||||| 42%
Introspection |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Intellect ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Liberalism |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Openmindedness ||||||||||||||||||||| 61%

96062  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2003-11-06
Written: (7448 days ago)

k well..i missed a DT and so i had an inschool suspencion on wednesday..i forgot to go so he gave me thursday,friday AND monday...mondays a fuckin inservise..THE MOTHER FUCKER

67922  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2003-09-10
Written: (7506 days ago)

first of all my personality disorder test results
Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: High 
Schizotypal: High 
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Very High
Narcissistic: High 
Avoidant: Very High 
Dependent: Verry High
Obsessive-Compulsive:Verry High

58265  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2003-08-18
Written: (7529 days ago)

Killing you now tool and disturbed

58249  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2003-08-18
Written: (7529 days ago)

Suicide is a hard thing because its like you dont want to hurt the people u leave behind so if i ever consider it about a month before im gonna be the biggest bitch ever and make everyone hate me so then they wont care...i guess

55439  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2003-08-11
Written: (7535 days ago)

Alrighty then the members of Slipknot are now in Stone Sour......KNOW THAT..thx Tyler S...UPDATE, Tyler is such a skeeze, UNTRUE..ish oh man so confusing

55082  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2003-08-10
Written: (7537 days ago)

Terry Goodkind-Sword of truth and Robert Jordan-Wheel of time R.A.Salvitore- Icewind Dale trillogy,Dark Elf trillogy, Legacy of the Drow,Paths of Darkness, Hunters Blade Series, the Cleric Quintet, Barbara Hambly- Dragons Bane

54811  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2003-08-09
Written: (7538 days ago)

remeber enter the shadow..have to join schob said so lol

54550  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2003-08-08
Written: (7539 days ago)

k i remebered something i thought of that day when i went to thake and was up k here it is....the ppl who are insomniacs and hear voises and like scitzos and all those pl who hear and see things..mental illnesses ..well they're not really crazy there the normal ones but we are convinced otherwise we have lost the ABILITLY to see and hear the voices and the images ...its too bad because they are fun to talk to

54549  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2003-08-08
Written: (7539 days ago)

k remember chatalot and funimation

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