life as i know it....SUX!!
where do i start?
ok well i suppose to be getting a car soon and a promotion but geuss what someone applied yesterday and they hired her with no former experience and now she gets paid more than i do and also as a higher position than me. this is boggis! and now every week so far my mother as been asking mefor more and more amounts of money and now out of my paycheck every week ive only got at most 80 bucks left to my self i mean i can hardly pay my bills with that shit..and how am i supposed to save up for a car now..{dont think i can....well
God hates me, never keep my banger on safety
My mother raised me alone, you can't break me
My hearts pumpin' the blood of Royce Gracie
My thoughts dumpin the slug and point straightly
You rhyme fakely, you still scarred
I'm studying deep thoughts like Bill Maher
I'm real raw, we just dumbin' it out
And y'all ain't sayin' nuthin' with a gun in yo mouth
That's what I'm about, but Vinnie Paz go deeper
Y'all still under the spell of dose ether
The Grim Reaper, it's all nature
And every word from Allah is on paper
We all hate ya, we can't stand you
Chapter 8, verse 3, book of Daniel
You like a candle, you just burn
You never worship Allah, you can't learn
[Chorus: Stoupe]
*Mixed Sound Clips*
[Verse 2: Goretex]
Chemical space ships, taste dust spliffs, hit from the Matrix
Pig Destroyer, Anakis kiss, splatter your patriots
Make coast stops, injectin' my pockets with Botox
Latex bitches be chokin' on cock like Blow-Pops
My flows hot, my glocks like a popular friend
Sniffin Oxy-Cottin, we rock till the popular says
Merciful fate, we at the gates, I hurt you for cake
Cause Red Planets like a Shit Magnet, it counters with Jake
Digital cuffs, runnin' from the D's and the fuzz
Gut you out, rock Gas Mask, bleedin an stuff
Into the void like blue velvet, goons and clerics
New synthetic designer jewels for moods in deserts
In heaven and earth, barcodes to measure my girth
Thats like the J.D.L. joinin' the Zulu Nation for turf
Birth of the solar, we did so, write for the cobra
Goretex readin we all stand with iced out cobra's
[Chorus: Stoupe]
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[Verse 3: Tragedy Khadafi]
Check it.. yo.. yo
Now what it be's like, niggaz wanna stay tight, I stay right
Face fight, get your weak, split, shit that I spit
Most Acurate, Flex writin back a bit
range on the side of it Yo I'm tryin to get a lot of it
I rock that exotic shit, spit the hottest shit
Yo trial, might get the same time giancanna get
Death before dishonor shit, gangster persona shit
Jedi Mind, 2-5 is who I'm polly with
When Im tryin to score the third, it's who I holler with
Yo hood, its my project, exchange objects
Yo guns for my teks, yo range for my lex
From Q.B. to Philly, we control sets
I stay splurgin, heads stay wrapped in Turbans
Tigher than a Virgin of Ford Excursion, nigga
So how you figure that we don't be reppin'
Whole drugs and weapons in a dodge intrepid
[Chorus: Stoupe]
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[Outro: Tragedy Khadafi]
Yo Stoupe, whattup baby, whats good
Jedi Mind, the gracious, 2-5 collabo
"The Diary Of ???"
If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?
And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?
No
Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of ???
So tell me how it should be
Try to find out what makes you tick
As I lie down
Sore and sick
Do you like that?
Do you like that?
There's a fine line between love and hate
And I don't mind
Just let me say that I like that
I like that
Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of ???
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place in the diary of ???
So tell me how it should be
Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love
Die for anyone
What have I become
Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of ???
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place
In the diary of ???
Send away for a priceless gift
One not subtle, one not on the list
Send away for a perfect world
One not simply so absurd
In these times of doing what you're told
Keep these feelings, no one knows
What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed my pain as he slowly fell apart
And I'm staring down the barrell of a .45 (.45)
Swimming through the ashes of another life (another life)
No real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrell of a .45
Send a message to the unborn child
Keep your eyes open for a while
In a box high upon a shelf
Left for you, no one else
There's a piece of a puzzle known as life
Wrapped in guilt, sewn up tight
What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed my pain as he slowly fell apart
And I'm staring down the barrell of a .45 (.45)
Swimming through the ashes of another life (another life)
No real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrell of a .45
Everyone's pointing their fingers
Always condemning me
Nobody knows what I believe
I believe
And I'm staring down the barrell of a .45 (.45)
Swimming through the ashes of another life (another life)
No real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrell of a .45
And I'm staring down the barrell of a .45 (.45)
And I'm swimming through the ashes of another life (another life)
There is no real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrell of a .45
WHO GIVES A FUCK ABOUT THE NUCLEAR WAR THE BOMBS EXPLODE THATS WHAT THERE FOR!!PHEONIX NEWYORK THE VATICAN TOO GIVE ME A BOMB ILL DROP IT ON YOU..JUST DO WHAT THEY TELL ME TO LET SHOW THE WORM WHAT THEY CAN DO LAST MINUTE WARING THE SIREN THEY SEE, DEATH WHAT WE BRING HUMANS NOW LOOK TO THE SKY WERE LAUNCHING MISSLES NO WARNINGS SO SIGNS..I GEUSS IT ALWAYS A LIE...GRAB IT WITH BOTH HANDS ITS YOUR TURN TO DIE,DIE IT YOUR TURN TO DIE!LIE THEY FILLED YOU WITH LIES!DIE HUMANS DIE...BRING BACK THE BOMB WHAT MAKES IT SO WRONG...THEY KNOW NOT WHAT THEY DO..BRING BACK THE BOMB
-GAWR(BRING BACK THE BOMB)AT LEAST THE PARTS THAT WERE STUCK IN MY H3AD
Send away for a priceless gift
One not subtle, one not on the list
Send away for a perfect world
One not simply so absurd
In these times of doing what you're told
Keep these feelings, no one knows
What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed my pain as he slowly fell apart
And I'm staring down the barrell of a .45 (.45)
Swimming through the ashes of another life (another life)
No real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrell of a .45
Send a message to the unborn child
Keep your eyes open for a while
In a box high upon a shelf
Left for you, no one else
There's a piece of a puzzle known as life
Wrapped in guilt, sewn up tight
What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed my pain as he slowly fell apart
And I'm staring down the barrell of a .45 (.45)
Swimming through the ashes of another life (another life)
No real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrell of a .45
Everyone's pointing their fingers
Always condemning me
Nobody knows what I believe
I believe
And I'm staring down the barrell of a .45 (.45)
Swimming through the ashes of another life (another life)
No real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrell of a .45
And I'm staring down the barrell of a .45 (.45)
And I'm swimming through the ashes of another life (another life)
There is no real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrell of a .45
I am:
[ ] short, under 5'2
[ ] 5'2 -5'6"
[x] 5'7" - 6'0
[ ] tall 6'2 and up
NATURALLY:
[ ] blonde
[ ] redhead
[ ] brunette
[ ] dirty blonde/brownis
[x] dark brown
[ ] black
[ ] blue-eyed
[ ] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[ ] hazel eyed
[ ] gold/gray-eyed
[ ] silver/gray- eyed
[x] blue/green-eye
[ ] blue/gray-eyed
[x] they change colors
[ ] glasses
[ ] contacts
[x] neither
[ ] short hair
[x] medium
[ ] long hair
Your favorite color(s) are?
[x] red[depends on the shade]
[ ] khaki
[ ] pink
[ ] yellow
[x] black
[x] lime green
[x] blue
[ ] white
[x]turquoise
[x] silver
[x] purple
[x] brown
[ ] orange
[x] grey
[ ] maroon
[ ] gold
[x] green
Some things you've done or have attempted to do:
[x] ice skating
[x] hiking
[x] kayaking
[x] rafting
[ ] water skiing
[x] camping
[x] horseback riding
[x] surfing and skim/wake boarding
[x] snowboarding
[x] skiing
[x] skateboarding
[ ] cheerleading
[x] lacrosse
[x] street hockey
[ ] gymnastics
[x] martial arts
[x] bmx
[x] baton twirling
Your personality is usually..
[x] Talkative
[x] shy [ around new people ]
[x] serious
[x] laid back
[x] bitchy/asshole
[ ] strict
[x] hyper
[x] weird
[x] ditzy
[x] sarcastic
[x] slow [ if im tired ]
The pets you have had?
(Put however many x's as pets you've had)
[x] cat
[x] dog
[ ] lizard
[ ] rat
[x] ferret
[ ] bunny
[x] fishes
[ ] duck
[x] horse
[x] bird
[ ] frog
[ ] hermit crab
[ ] prairie dog
[ ] none
[ ] turtle
[x] hamster
[ ] snake
[ ] gerbil
[ ] guinea pig
[ ] pig
[ ] goat
[ ] chinchilla
[ ] tarantula
[ ] geese
[ ] chicken
Clothing Brands you like?
[ ] Delia's
[ ] American Eagle
[ ] Hollister
[ ] The Buckle
[ ] Abercrombie & Fitch
[ ] Target
[ ] Burberry
[ ] Wal-mart
[ ] Wet Seal
[ ] Pac Sun
[ ] Aeropostale
[ ] Dickies
[ ] The North Face
[ ] Quicksilver/ Roxy
[ ] Anchor Blue
[ ] Guess
[ ] Lucky
[ ] Champs
[ ] Polo Ralph Lauren
[ ] Lacoste
[ ] old-navy brand
[x] don't give a fuck
[ ] J. Crew
[ ] SRH
[ ] Brooks Brothers
[X] TRIPP!!!
Shoe Brands?
[ ] Nike
[ ] Adidas
[ ] Reebok
[x] Etnies
[x] Converse
[ ] K Swiss
[ ] Jordan's
[ ] Sperry's
[ ] Steve Madden
[x] vans
[ ] Coach
[x] if i like something i'll buy it no matter what brand
[ ] New Balance
[ ] Birkenstock
[ ] Pumas
[ ] payless
[ ] Asics
[ ] Doc Marten's
[ ] DVS
[ ] Clarks
[ ] DC
[ ] RINGORS!!!
[ ] Emerica
States I have been to:
[ ] Alabama
[ ] Alaska
[ ] Arizona
[ ] Arkansas
[ ] California
[ ] Colorado
[ ] Connecticut
[ ] Delaware
[x] Florida
[ ] Georgia
[ ] Hawaii
[ ] Idaho
[ ] Illinois
[ ] Indiana
[ ] Iowa
[ ] Kansas
[ ] Kentucky
[ ] Louisiana
[ ] Maine
[ ] Maryland
[ ] Massachusetts
[ ] Michigan
[ ] Minnesota
[ ] Mississippi
[ ] Missouri
[ ] Montana
[ ] Nebraska
[ ] Nevada
[ ] New Hampshire
[ ] New Jersey
[ ] New Mexico
[x] New York
[ ] North Carolina
[ ] North Dakota
[ ] Ohio
[ ] Oklahoma
[ ] Oregon
[ ] Pennsylvania
[ ] Rhode Island
[ ] South Carolina
[ ] South Dakota
[ ] Tennessee
[ ] Texas
[ ] Utah
[ ] Vermont
[ ] Virginia
[ ] Washington
[ ] Washington D.C.
[ ] West Virginia
[ ] Wisconsin
[ ] Wyoming
Your confessions:
[x] I'm afraid of the quiet
[x] I am really ticklish
[x] I'm afraid of the dark sometimes
[ ] I've collected comic books
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad
[ ] I open up to others easily
[x] I read the news
[x] I love Disney movies[aladin!]
[x] I am a sucker for brown eyes
[ ] I don't kill bugs
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I bake well
[x] I have worn pajamas to class[bath robe]
[ ] I love Martha Stewart
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
[x]I love to laugh
[ ] I drink alcohol on a regular basis
[ ] I have tried a cigarette
[ ] I can't swallow pills
[ ] I bite my nails[GOTTA LOVE THE POINTY NAILS]
[ ] I want your mom
[x] I play computer games when I'm bored
[x] Gotten lost in the city
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[ ] Been skydiving
[ ] Been bungee jumping
[x] Bitten someone
[ ] Dressed up like a guy/girl
[x] egged a house/car
[x] Crashed into a car
[x] Been fired
[ ] Been skinny dipping
Have you ever...
[x] stolen a sign
[x] danced in the rain
[x] Seen a shooting star
[ ] proposed to anyone
[ ] Gotten stitches
[x] Eaten Sushi
[ ] Gotten the chicken pox
[ ] Ridden in a taxi
[ ] Been on a cruise ship
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[ ] Been on a Plane by yourself
[ ] had surgery
[x] seen a movie more than 3 times in the theater
[x] been on stage
[x] peed somewhere other than a toilet
[x] gotten a black eye
[x] memorized all the dialogue in a movie
[ ] watched an entire baseball game on tv
Do you like...
[x] old movies [OLD MOVIE JUNKIE...XD]
[x] musicals
[x] blasting music in your car
[x] foreign foods
[x] anime
[ ] Christmas time
[x] doughnuts
[x] animals
[x] coffee [FUCKING COFFEE JUNKIE OVER HERE XD]
now you know me :X.x: <-------he died
ok friday im not going to the mall because im going down to the meps station to get my asshole stared at and my ball fondled by some vietmanese guy then get pushes around like cattle and stand in a room filled with guys in there underware and such things ...so yea im finally going down for my physical..then im shaving my head.....ill post pics on here, myspace, and vf...so yea there gonna be funny...well alsoafter i get back from basic training im on leae for about who know how long then im of to AIT then im shipped of to my unit ..im finally leaving. and never coming back...you all probably dont care but whatever
::SOME SHOULD READ THIS AND THINK ABOUT WHAT IT MEANS::
:To all:
Some say the end is near.
Some say we'll see armageddon soon.
I certainly hope we will.
I sure could use a vacation from this
bull-shit three ring cirrrrcus siiiideshow of
Freaks here in this, hopeless fucking, hole we call LA.
The only way to fix it is to flush it all away.
Any fucking time.
Any fucking day.
Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay.
Fret for your figure and
Fret for your latte and
Fret for your lawsuit and
Fret for your hairpiece and
Fret for your prozac and
Fret for your pilot and
Fret for your contract and
Fret for your car.
It's a bull-shit three ring cirrrrrcuus siiideshow of
freaks here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA.
The only way to fix it is to flush it all away.
Any fucking time.
Any fucking day.
Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay.
Some say a comet will fall from the sky.
Followed by meteor showers and tidal waves.
Followed by faultlines that cannot sit still.
Followed by millions of dumbfounded dipshits.
Some say the end is near.
Some say we'll see armageddon soon.
I certainly hope we will
I sure could use a vacation from this
stupid shit, silly shit, stupid shit...
One great big festering neon distraction,
I've a suggestion to keep you all occupied.
Mom's gonna fix it all soon.
Mom's comin' round to put it back the way it ought to beeeeeeeee.
Fuck L Ron Hubbard and Fuck all his clones.
Fuck all these gun-toting Hip gangster wannabes.
Fuck retro anything. Fuck your tattoos.
Fuck all you junkies and Fuck your short memory.
Fuck smiley glad-hands with hidden agendas.
Fuck these dysfunctional, insecure actresses.
Cuz I'm praying for rain
and I'm praying for tidal waves
I wanna see the ground give way.
I wanna watch it all go down.
Mom please flush it all away.
I wanna see it go right in and down.
I wanna watch it go right in.
Watch you flush it all awaaaaaaaaay.
Time to bring it down again.
Don't just call me pessimist.
Try and read between the lines.
I can't imagine why you wouldn't
Welcome any change, my friend.
I wanna see it come down.
Suck it down.
Suck it down.
Flush it down.
You fell away,
What more can I say?
The feelings evolved,
I won't let it out,
I can't replace...
Your screaming face,
Feeling the sickness inside
Why won't you die?
Your blood in mine…
We'll be fine…
Then your body will be mine
So many words
Can't describe my face
This feeling's evolved
So soon to break out
I can't relate
to a happy state
feeling the blood run inside
Why won't you die?
Your blood in mine…
We'll be fine…
Then your body will be mine
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
Keep me down to what you think I should be!
Must you tempt me and provoke the ministry?
Keep on trying I’ll not die so easily
I will not die…
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
I will not die…
Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
I will not die…
Why won't you die?
Your blood is mine….
We'll be fine….
Then your body will be mine (x 2)
now you'll understand
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