im so sick of guys right now i just found out the guy i have been talken to has been playen me for some odd reason i told him pick which one he wanted he said let me have a lil time...then i got one that other girls myspace and went to her friends page he told her friend that he didnt cheat on her so that means they were fucking going out he lied to me again i fucking hate him i want to rip his balls off so he cant hurt no one again ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
this is what i put in my blog on myspace tell me is it wrong i said that read below
jordan plz read this
Current mood: aggravated
i need to know if its me or her. and if its her dont tell me you love me anymore b/c u cant love two ppl at once. and i wouldnt say it back b/c it would bug the heck out of me knowing there could of been a me and you if it wasnt for her. and if u do pick her dont come runing to me saying she hurt me again or yall broke up b/c if she hurt u again all i would say is that i told u so. even tho i would want to say i love u if yall do get back i wont and if you do come runing to me i wouldnt want to get w/ you even tho i would want to i wouldnt b/c i would now that you would still want her. jordan yea i care about u and yea i do love you but u need to decide what u think is best and dont say u dont know what the best thing is b/c you need to think about it. you said u didnt want to see other ppl get hurt that you rather u be hurt then someone else getting hurt. well if you do go back all u would do is doubt yalls relation ship again and you would get hurt and then you would be hurtting me. so you need to pick me or her. i cant wait for you if u pick her it would eat at me inside nowing you were w/ her. so what do u want jordan that is the big ????? if you do pick her then i would be ur friend but that is the only thing that would happen me and you only as friends so do u want that???? even tho i would want to be more then friends that is all we would be.... yes i care a lot about u.. its just i want to know what u want so tell me what do you want me or her??????????
is it wrong that i want this is it tell me what u think