today been a other shit day, wishing she was loved by the person she always will love, wht i cnt understand love and hate conbines togther?

today, been the shittest ever, i feel so cold and lonely, and i wish i had something better to do than feel like this, i want my mind to be some where else where i wnt to be..

[What would you do if]:
.1) I committed suicide:
.2) I said I liked you:
.3) I kissed you:
.4) I lived next door to you:
.5) I started smoking:
.6) I stole something:
.7) I was hospitalized:
.8) I ran away from home:
.9) I got into a fight and you weren't there
[What do you think of my]:
.1) Personality:
.2) Eyes:
.3) Face:
.4) Hair:
.5) Clothes:
.6) Mannerisms:
[General stuff]:
.1) Who are you?
.2) Are we friends?
.3) When and how did we meet?
.4) How have I affected you?
.5) What do you think of me?
.6) What's the fondest memory you have of me?
.7) How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
.8) Do you love me?
.9) Have I ever hurt you?
.10) Would you hug me?
.11) Would you kiss me?
.12) Would you make love to me?
.13) Would you marry me?
.14) Emotionally, what stands out?
.15) Do you wish I was cooler?
.16) On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
.17) Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
.18) Am I loveable?
.19) How long have you known me?
.20) Describe me in one word.
.21) What was your first impression?
.22) Do you still think that way about me now?
.23) What do you think my weakness is?
.24) Do you think I'll get married?
.25) What about me makes you happy?
.26) What about me makes you sad?
.27) What reminds you of me?
.28) What's something you would change about me?
.29) How well do you know me?
.30) Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
.31) Do you think I would kill someone?
.32) Are we close?
.33) Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?