Hi my name is Amanda Stockman and I am in love with Kristopher Jon Riddle but honestly I really didn't think that I would fall in love with him i thought he would be one of those just for a month or so kind of relationship but now I look at him and see the person I want to be with for the rest of my life. I know what your thinking but I have said that before but thought bout what it would be like if he wasn't so I had doubts but just ignored them. Now, with Kris I am postive I have no doubts I have never thought about being with a guy since the day that we started dating besides Vinn Desal but everyone has those fantasys because they know they cant have them. With Kris everything just clicks. Never in my life would I have ever thought about being with someone while they go to the army knowing that I will not see them and a possible chance that they could in the army I thought I could never handle losing someone but with Kris when we first got together I told him I would stay with him knowing I won't see him and he could die are possiblity but the bigger possiblilty then that is that he could live and everything go right and he could come back and be the man ment to be with me and I believe in that possiblility more than him dieing its all how you look at all the possibilities and its a lot harder for me to say that because for some reason I look at all the negatives toward everything but being with Kris I know is just meant to be yes I do believe we will be together and even if he does die I know that he will die wanting to be with me, with me in his arms now if someone dies thinking of you..now that makes you special and I ready to take risk for Kris to lose because if we are meant to be then Faith will bring him back to me and let us be together.