I wrote that last one at 2 in the morning and now it is 8:30 ant night. I had to play host for my stepmoms parents...for the rest of the week....I have to sleep with my brothers and the rents have to sleep in their bed and her parents in their bed! and so on...

I musht say that the coolest sisters are right here on elftown. [Rabid] and [Pluto]. They have been super, extra, cherry on top sweet!

And i am worried about FeFe! I wanna help her in this hard time, but i dont know what to do!!!! All i can offer is myself, to listen and be a friend.

I am so exhausted! my hands, arms, hips, legs, neck and shoulders are sore...from being so damn tense yesterday!!!

Today Lori's parents are coming to stay with us so i got to get my shit together and i have to get a blood test at 8:30am. wonder how that'll hold up! i laugh hystarically everytime and after the stress i've been on...well i'll tell you how bad it goes!!! :l

Today i just found out that one of my friends killed himself on Sunday. Jonathan Hooker. He was in almost everyone of my classes since 4th grade....

He shot himself with a hunting rifle in his garage. They lifelined him but he died on the way to Methodist Hospital. (i think that is correct)

I moved to Texas and he was in Indianna, the viewing was today and i couldn't go. The Funeral is tomorrow morning. I am still in shock....

EVERYBODY...please please please...if you know someone who is talking about or joking about killing themselves, TELL SOMEONE. Even if they get mad at you. He told many ppl including his sister and no one belived him... I haven't seen him in a year and a half and....i guess...i'll never get to seen him again...

well today everything seems to be normal,

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!

what the hell?

i thought that today was the 27th..omg i was dating all my papers wrong!!!

ok well that is too bad....i miss my Kitties i should put pics of them up...they really are adorable.....

wanna CRY!!!!!!!!!! whaaa whhaaaaa whaaa!!!!!

ok got to get a grip....i wonder if anyone really reads this...i need to talk to more ppl!

well not that anyone will read this but if they do this is what is happening in my life....

Matt the guy i like has a play that he is in and i said that i would go and watch him but i cant and it starts in 20 min. i am sad...my dad just left to go to georgia for work and i'll have to watch my brothers this while week.....my mom is sad because we moved here (me and my brothers) to Texas...

Well that kinda sucks