Hey yall. idk what to do. I like this guy A LOT! His mom moved into the house next door when I was about 3 or 4. I didn't really know she had kids or really even cared. She moved in with her Boyfriend... I think. I don't think that they are married. Anyways.... They are really nice people and good friends. The lady and her husband were no longer together when she moved in. I found out over time a lot of things about them. She has three boys. 2 go to Western Michigan University (WMU) (*which is where I want to go!*) And the third and youngest child is at least 1 1/2 years older than me. Ever since I met him I have had a crush on him, so that's at the most 8 years. When I started going to Highschool (I go 2 Lakeview) I didn't even think about him being there, I was too worried about other things. My best friend and I had to follow a map of the school every step of the way for at least the first week, which seems really stupid now! And when we were in science class I couldnt take my seat because there was this guy standing next to it. I only glanced at him but thought he looked familiar... and really really cute. At this time Dot (which is what I call him when a lot of people are around and I am talking about him, me and my friends do that w/ a lot of peeps)hadnt been to his moms house in a while, or at least I hadnt seen him. He lives with his dad most of the time. but when we sat down to take attendance she called off his name and I said "what?!" kind of out lound; luckily he didnt hear. I looked around and seen him! I was sooooo happy! That made science class last semester SOOOOO fun and made me look forward to it! For the next week my friend and i somehow managed to find him everyday and followed him to sience class so we wouldnt have to use a map, and we still got lost anyways. He never noticed. A lot has happened since then; we have talked; he cut his GORGEOUS hair! I loved it! He had what some peeps call sk8r hair! I asked him why and he said his dad made him get it cut! He was in Marching band with my Best friend; he played trombone.... which I have always wanted to play, but we didn't have enough money. I kinda told him he was cute when he was all dressed up for homecoming. I ended up finding out that he blushed really bad for like 10 minutes after I left his house when I told him that. His ma said he couldn't stop laughing like a cute flirty giggly laugh or w/e and blushing. One night my mom and best friend kinda sort of told his mom and her boyfriend that I liked dot... A LOT! And she said that she sort of geussed it but she said she didnt know and said "well I know now!" One day in the cafeteria ( I work on the lunch line to pay for my lunch) I was walking out from the kitchen to behind the counter and I heard his friend standin next to him say "Oooh here she comes ______(his name)!" Then he looked up smiled and blushed. There is a lot more I could say, but this would be a million times bigger than it is now! Anyways I think he likes me too, but I don't know what to do! I am really shy! Should I wait till he asks me; if he ever does! We are a lot a like and I think he is shy too! But I like him a lot a lot a lot. He is really nice and not a bad person from what I have seen and know, we are a lot a like and get along pretty easy, we don't talk a whole lot cuz we are shy; I think it may be love.... But I don't want to know if he really really doesn't like me!

The reason i support Gay Marriage.
Because it's not me being gay. It's their lives their way of living. I am not saying that it is good to be gay and ppl should be or sumthin. It's their choice it's their life they deserve to live a happy life. If the can't be happy with the opposite sex then let them be with the same.

You know what?..... I hate being single! I have only had 2 boyfriends or so in my pathetic 14 years of living. 1 I hate, the other... I am not going out with... but is so confusing how r relationship went. I wish I had a boyfriend Sometimes, then other times I am glad I didn't. limh(limh means laughing in my head). Oh well I geuss I'll live. This isn't something telling guys that I want them to be my boyfriend or anything. I just had to unleash my anger. Sorry yawl... If U don't like what I write tuff... I didnt make u read it, u didnt have to, and u never will have to.