Okay. Going to Tulsa... spending the night with Anthony.... and that's what's up.

TTYL.

You've got nothing to live for you're a plague
A filthy fucking drain on the world
And everything it holds.
So I stopped talking to myself it's getting old
I'm getting old like this song.
So fall in line or fall apart and die.

Just go give up hope,
Sink your boat along with you.
So what are you gonna do?

Oh is it me or is your status sold at the mall--
Or in your favorite store?
Where adolescent hypocrites would go to get clothed
And then get laid, as they creep their way
Into some girl that would feel vain if she said:

Go give up hope and sink your boat along with you.
So what are you gonna do when you lose control?
You'll get it.
When you lose it all.
You'll get it, get it.

"Take It All"

Looking up from underneath, as low as we are,
Nothing looks the same to me, am I deceived?
I stand and watch myself from somewhere else,
Something I don’t want to see.

Take it all, so I’m left with nothing at all.
Have it all, cuz I’m learning how to fall, yes I’m learning how to fall.

Standing up from underneath, as low as we are,
Things aren’t what they used to be, was I deceived?
I stand and watch myself like someone else,
Something I don’t want to see.

Take it all, so I’m left with nothing at all.
Have it all, cuz I’m learning how to fall, yes I’m learning how to fall.

Why don’t you fall? Fall.
Take it all, so I’m left with nothing at all.
Have it all, cuz I’m looking out to fall,
I can’t trust what I see; I can’t tell if its me, it is changing.
Take it all, cuz I’m learning how to fall, yes I’m learning how to fall.

Everything's okay between me and Josh now.
It was one of those awkward moment talks.

But it's okay.

Gosh, he's amazing!!!
I pretty much love him to death.

Things are fantastical.
The Babylon play is STILL rehearsing.
They've already played they're one show here.
Now the cast and crew are traveling to local area High Schools to perform.

The Bonfire was a bust. Not many people showed up.
But, whatever.

The weather is FREEZING, and burrrrr! It's just plain cold!
I've already got my schedule for next semester all planned out!
Yuppers.
And I got enrolled!!!
Go me!
I'm taking:
-Zoology (& Lab)
-Trigonometry
-Princ. Chemistry (& Lab)
-Philosphy
Yup.
I should stay PLENTY busy!!

Lydia's still guna be in my classes with me.
As for Marisa, I dunno.
Her life has been spirialing downward for a long time, now.
Her house burned down.
Her neice died.
She has medical problems.

Oy.... I feel so bad for her!!

But she's taking it well!
She's still keeping her chin up!

I made a new video.
Check it out on my MYSPACE Video:
http://www.myspace.com/mightymegameg

Yuppers.

It makes me laugh.
Look at the Stuff from Senior day.

Okay, right on.

I'm off to Chapters!

I'm carrying my Gig case today.
It's lighter than my hardcase.
Eh... but doesn't provide as much protection for my loverly guitar. =/

Anywho.

Things are going good, I guess.

Josh wants to talk to me, though.... about something... makes me a little nervous.
I'll get over it, whatever it is.
He's being very vauge....!
Bleah.

Okay, right on.
TTYL!

Here's what's up:
I'm in trouble with the cops, AGAIN!
Yeah.
This one just MIGHT reach my parentals.
I hate cops. WITH A PASSION!
I've only seen more and more of them recently.

Well, then on top of that, I lied to one, today.
Yeeeeeeah. Shit on a silver platter, if you ask me.
I feel uber bad too, cause my boyfriend got drug into it.
So, when the coppa came to his room he was pretty much freakin' out.
And it was MY fault.

Well, so I had to go to the station.
Joshua came with me, but waited outside cause he wasn't technically in trouble.
I didn't get arrested. Thank god.
But I'm getting fined.
So is my boyfriend.
That made me feel REEEEEAAAAAALLY bad.
That's the worst part.
'Cause Josh already has a report on him.

And not to mention this dick (the cop) and I have had a run in before....
He's just an ass. A dick-ass combo. If there was ever such a mix. But it makes it bad that I've encountered him more than once. Annnnnnnnnd..... I lied to him to save face.


My parents might get involved.
Unless I beat the mail everyday for the next two weeks.
Should they get involved, I need a P.O.A. (plan of action).
I'll no doubt get pulled outta school. If they find out about this one.
But--- I can either:
1) Run away
2) Stick with it in hell once more.

A'ight. Those are my two, I need more options.
Gimme an' idea would ya, folks?!

Irie. Send me the mail.
I command thee!
(Or I can beg, whichever)

Peace. LUCK. Definintly some chunks tonite.

Turns out Josh went as an EFFIN hawt pirate to the dance!
Fun!


Yes..... VERY hawt. LOL
I love pirates.

Soooooooooo.........
today was pretty much the shitz.
Josh and I actaully really got into it today.
Oh. My. Gawd.
So----- now I know what it feels like to get off....!!!
((no, we didn't do anything like that.... we just fooled around....))
Lettme tell you what... foreplay=amazing.
O___O
Wow.
Like twice. (YEAH! FOR REAL! o_o!!)
We were up there for like 3 hours.
Haha....
My favorite music was playing on the Xbox, and just wow. Okay?
He's pretty much the shitz.
No shit.

I feel amazing with him.
Not even kidding.

There was this one part, at the end, where I freaked a lil' bit cause he kinda *touched* me, you know?
I thought I'd like it, in theory, that is.....
...but it just turns out that after my last time--- i don't really like that anymore....
You know?
Eh.
I got just a little bit carried away.
Wasn't ready.
All I said was "No, stop."
And poor josh.... jumps up real fast, hugs me, then asks if I'm okay.
"Oh, yeah! I'm fine, really!"
Are you sure? Did I hurt you?
"Nope! Really! I swear! ^___^"

He's pretty much amazing.

Yeah.

I've totally fallen for him, he's such a sweetheart.