I thought i whould explain the meaning of my log-in name, because there is a meaning.

a few years ago at the later point of the eightys and early ninetys, there was a warrington based band called the cathouse. of which my godfather was the lead singer, guitarist and song writer. my father was the bassist. anywho save my soul is a song by the cathouse, and in my (and my sisters) opinion is one of the best songs.

"save my soul"

I was a child of expectation
Spent my teenage in my brain
Had my first joint and my first lover in one year
And I've never been the same
I was a stumbling homeleaver
And no one ever let me down
the just pulled on a rusty leaver
and watched my bones break on the ground

I think im still alive but i cant say
i have suvived
when i just exist to live with it
that first defeat
that judas kiss
you dont get over things like this
just take them in, and live with it

i got five years in an office
i never did find out my crime
but its much different in a prison
if you get out you dont back a second time
well elevate yourself
from all that fighting scrapeing stealing hating
squeeze the drops of life like the last orange ever grown
beleve in your own self
and shake until they hear your wailing
care for others like your own

I think im still alive but i cant say
i have suvived
when i just exist to live with it
that first defeat
that judas kiss
you dont get over things like this
just take them in, and live with it
when they take my mind over
save my soul
please
when they take my mind over
save my soul
please

I think im still alive but i cant say
i have suvived
when i just exist to live with it
that first defeat
that judas kiss
you dont get over things like this
just take them in, and live with it
when they take my mind over
save my soul
please
when they take my mind over
save my soul
please

when they take my mind over
my soul could still be saved
and given to someone i know