MAN! let's start some shit hoeeee1!!!
[skuzzysk8er] is my new favourite username on elftown.
I got a new haircut!@!WHOO
It was LOONG needed if I might say.
JUST IN TIME FOR SOME PUNK ROCKING
HA
MUSIC IS FUN
TEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Well, Kids, It's Been A while.
How ya doin'?
I'm doing great
Got me some new threadzzz
Getting a pet Iguana taht will live at dear Amanda's casa
Ha-HAAA-ha
I'm all prettied up
I look like a damn jezzabel
CHEAH!
Tired of packing
PACKING SUCKS
Found a home-made video today
my very 1st birthday
I had a birthday bow on my head
a boyfriend who wore little checked vans
a dog named bo
and I smacked a kid in the face with a box
it was awesome
Hung out with Super Fucking Salem and Bad Ass Mother-Fuckin Brandi
Had A Blast
Probably Hurt The Impala
Yeah, I'm Totally Proud And Bangin'
Shaun's my personal counselour
my favourite
WHAT THE HELLL!?!?!?!
Everyone is becoming so pseudo-intelle
ghetto know nothing girls suddenly write poetry and artistic quotes?
what's going on?!
I though that belonged to the emo kids
He Was A Good Dog To All Those Who Knew Him, And The Bestest Friend Shaun Could Have Ever Asked For
R.I.P. Doby, You'll Always Be In Our Hearts And Memories. We Love You
Yeah
Exactly what I though would happen.
Work got in the way of my school
but no worries
My hours are getting cut back
School is my number one priority
and no more of this no ride bullshit
got a rent a car
moms car will be fixed
everything should work out fine
sqturday will suck though
I have to work through lunch
I also had a weir ddream
that the hurricane would hit
but not bad
but all the rain is going to flood all of texas
weird
So....
Well, Well, Well....
The Slut Quit Drugs. She's Going Back To Waco High. Her Gill Is Going, Too. Well, Maybe. If They'll Let Him. They Should. She's Getting Her Life Back On Track. Fuck A Job For Now. Fuck A Car For Now. Fuck An Apartment For Now. She's But Sixteen. Sure, Her Boyfriend Is Old Enough To Have All That, But Shit Happens. Wrecks Happen, Evictions Happen, Warrants Happen, And Drugs Happen. Well, The Biggest Problem Is Cleared Up. We're Both Strong Enough For Eachother. Drugs Can Kiss Our Asses. Druggie "Friends" Can Kiss Our Asses(Not Including The Friends That Have Been There Always, Drugs Or Not. They Don't Count).
Anyway, Yeah, Totally. Graduating From Waco High. Getting My Shit Together.
Be Proud.
Your Little Slut IS Getting An Edemucation
Ok, So, This Is The Day Of Reckoning.
Doing What I'm Supposed To Be Doing.
Sorry, I Didn't Get The Chance To Go To Waco High This Afternoon.
I'll Be Up There One Day Soon.
Till Then, I Have Some Shit To Do.
No More Procrastinatin
She Made It On Her Own(With Some Green Help, But Still).
Now, It's My Turn. It'll Be Harder, But It Will Be All The More Victorious When I've Accomplished It All.
Be Proud Of Me. I'll Make You Happy.
I Miss S.S. And R.R.
Fuck Cash
It Will Work Out For Me Somehow.
I Miss S.S. And R.R.
Fuck Cash
It Will Work Out For Me Somehow.
I Wanted To Be A Good Woman...
Well, I Gave It The Best Shot I Could Take At It Considering...
I Maybe Found My Father...
Maybe...
To My Knowledge, He Turned 60 In January.
What Little Information I Have On Him, And What Resources I Have Just Don't Seem To Be Enough.
I Found A 65 Year Old. Also, A 61 Year Old. Both Are From The Same Town/State.
The Most Information I Found On Him Was His Possible-Big-M
So Many Fucking Questions With Zero Answers.
All The Other Websites That Offer Information On Anyone In The World With The Assumed Name/Address/S
It Tricks You. It Tells You Results Found, Gives You The Obviously Known Name, Town/State, And Age. OH! But, There's More... -_-
You Want A Full Background Check, With Government And Family Information. Sure!
You Can Purchase That Info For, What-Do-Ya-Fuc
Not Too Bad, I Admit. But, Hell! What Do You Do When You're Not Old Enough To Own A Credit Card, Too Poor To Have One Anyway(Thank God There's Still Internet!), And You're Real Worry-Some Over Asking Your Mother About It Because You're Afraid Of Her Response?
Obviously, She Doesn't Want Much To Do With Him, She Won't Even Include Part Of Your Last Name(Which Is On My Birth Certificate.), Which Happens To Be Your Unknown Father's Name On Anything. The Last Time He Ever Called Was Just To Get My Mom To Quit With Child Support(That's A Different Story). Ugh! So Many Tiny Details That Add Up To Such A Huge Amount.
All, I'm Saying Is That I Would Atleast Want To Speak To Him Over The Damn Phone Before He Dies. I Want More, But I'm Not Real Sure What To Do Or Expect.
Why Did I Start This All Of A Sudden? People Say They Have Fucked Up Families. Hot Damn! So Do I! This Is Only Part Of It. I Hardly Ever Think Or Speak About. Few People Know About It. Few People Know I'm Half Mexican. Why Did It Bother Me Now? Why Am I Looking For Him? What Am I Hoping To Find? I Don't Know. I'll Have To Figure That Out Myself.
I've Been Thinking Alot Lately. I'm Real Upset With Some Friends I Know. Not Mad Or Angry, No. Just Disappointed And Frustrated. I Don't Know If They Know Or Even Care. Who Cares Anyway? I'm Just Some Stupid Spun Out Slut. Right?
O.k., I'm Ending This Here, Now. Before Something Happens. I Shouldn't Be Worrying This Much Anyway. I Have A Life I Need To Get Started On. Some Would Say The Biggest Mistake Of My Life, Or That I'm Stupid For Doing It. Who The Fuck Cares? As Long As I'm Happy, As Long As He's Happy.
Why Worry About It? Shouldn't You Be Planning Your Futures, Too? May Not Be Too Well Thought Out, Alot Of Imagination Involved. But, Hey, In The End, If It's All Just A Big Disgusting Implosion? Who Gives A Fuck? You Got To Dream, Didn't You?
-Alexandra Rose Se-FUCKING-Gur
It Will Work Out. Watch And See. My Hopes Are Too High For You To Pull Me Down.
So so so so tired