Why am I always the one to fuck up? Why can't things just go back to the way they were? The longer I am away, the more I wish for death. I never lied to anyone. I had told them I agreed. And even if they think that it's entirely her fault it's not or most that had talked shit I didn't listen. I didn't fight either but that was because I was in so much pain. But what she doesn't understand is that she has the people at home that still have her back. Her family that didn't like me to begin with that have her back and most of our friends. The reason I told who I told was because I need a network. To know there was someone out there that still care when I thought that she didn't. And now I feel even worse than I did before. All I want is my life back with her in it. I feel lost, broken and beaten. She's right she was the best thing I ever had in my life and I will never get that back. What's the point on living when every day you are made to relive that day? I really do not think I can handle this anymore.
WTH am I doing wrong that has everyone hating me.... I sat that and apologized to people because I knew that it just needed to happen and I got all the blame like they had no part in it. Or they didn't and I have no idea what I'm apologizing for I just know I have too. Not that I'm ungrateful that we are no longer fighting I just... I feel like I'm just... Idk....am I really that shitty of a person?.... I certainly feel it.
Oh my Avengers' birthday game on FaceBook
Day of birth
1. Iron Man
2 .Thor
3 .Captain America
4. Loki
5. Hawkeye
6. Black Widow
7. Hulk
8. Nick Fury
9. Iron Man
10. Thor
11. Captain America
12. Loki
13. Hawkeye
14. Black Widow
15. Hulk
16. Nick Fury
17. Iron Man
18. Thor
19. Captain America
20. Loki
21. Hawkeye
22. Black Widow
23. Hulk
24. Nick Fury
25. Iron Man
26. Thor
27. Captain America
28. Loki
29. Hawkeye
30. Black Widow
31. Hulk
Mouth of Birth
1. Kissed me
2. Bent me over a table and fucked me
3. couldn't get it up
4. destroyed my house with his/her super powers
5. went down on me and wouldn't stop until I came five times
6. and I joined the mile high club
7. bound and gagged me while he had his way with me
8. refused to touch me
9. held my hand
10. wants to marry me
11. got a tattoo of me on his face
12. baked cupcakes for me
Me: Thor bound and gagged me while he had his way with me
My love: Loki and I joined the mile high club
Cap: Thor got a tattoo of me on his face... XDDDDDDDDDDDD
Kiri : Iron Man baked cupcakes for me
Shay: Black Widow wants to marry me
Neechan: Loki wants to marry me
Niichan: Loki got a tattoo of me on his face
Okay so I am a little worried about my girlfriend. But all I can do is sit back and hope she gets better
you at meg's?
it was sweet
Tales of tomorrow
for a brighter today
left in the shadows of yesterday
Embrace the life you been
destined to live
Or carve a new path
and let life begin
It was said no man
ever gets left behind
Yet betrayal seem to be
the first thing on his mind
Omg so tired right now... my own fault really
I don't know how I feel finding out my dad may be moving to wareham. ... I mean the man hasn't tried to talk me with in the last few months. I know he'd bitch saying it works both ways but... the man hasn't even tried.... I know at this point I should just give it but but he is still my father........
could you send me the avengers one please
...wae?
OOooooo nooooOOOOooooo