today was going fine and all seemed to be right with the world untill tonight at the dungeon. (which was kick ass) the one person i met that i actually thought i had a future with ended up dumping me tonight over bullshit rumors. christina was the person i would look forward to seeing every day. when i was with her i felt at ease and like nothing else mattered. *pushes play on metalica CD* supposedly i am engaged to a 21 year old woman who works at wendys and has a feonce of her own. fuck i have never even thought that way about her. i always knew her as just my manager for 4 months. this is bullshit. *swears at computer and wants to hit something* hell... the first time i saw christina at school i knew i wanted to be with her. i know it took me a while to actually ask her out but i was so glad when i did. when i was with her i was happy and i wanted nothing more than to be with her. (i still want to be with her) i dont know where i went wrong... i didnt do anything to jepordise our relationship i never cheated on her... never had any reason to. she was there for me and i was for her. i always thought we could work things out but i guess i was wrong. i fell in love and i'll be damned if i fall out. there will never be anything that will stop me from loving her. why does this shit always happen?!?!?!?!
*proceeds carving*