So tired, I didn't sleep much last night for whatever reason. fell asleep at 9 woke up at midnight. 3 hours is not enough to function off of for long. I tried going back to sleep but that didn't work; so I went back to writing my story, now 5000 words long. So far it is still a short story in my opinion, but some may want to try and classify it as a novella (which it's not god damn it!)

I have no Parents; I make the Heavens and the Earth my parents.
I have no home; I make the Tan T'ien my home.
I have no divine power; I make honesty my divine power.
I have no means; I make docility my means.
I have no magic power; I make personality my magic power
I have neither life nor death; I make a Um my life and death
I have no body; I make stoicism my body
I have no eyes; I make the flash of lightning my eyes
I have no ears; I make sensibility my ears
I have no limbs; I make promptitude my limbs
I have no laws; I make self-protection my laws
I have no strategy; I make the right to kill and right to resoty life my strategy
I have no deigns; I make seizing the opporatunity by forlock my designs
I have no miracles; I make righteous laws my miracle
I have no principes; I make adaptability to all circumstances my principle
I have no tactics; I make emptiness and fullness my tactics
I have no talent; I make ready with my talent
I have no friends; I make my mind my friend
I have no enemy; I make incautiousness my enemy
I have no armour; I make benevolence my armour
I have no castle; I make immovable mind my castle
I have no sword; I make no mind my sword.

~The Samurai Creed

^_^ "Winter break" is finally here! Finally a little time to relax and not have to worry about homework, grades or getting up in the morning(though I wake up around 4 o' clock anyway.)It's only 7:30 but I am really hyper. Hey, a box of matches, sweet...

Time to go have some fun, ciao.

I just realized, I am an insensitive prick. I was talking to one of my friends via AIM, we started talking about Thanksgiving and family coming down, I stupidly complained because my mother's side of the family, who I don't care for, was coming down. Apperantly, she immigrated from China, where her entire family (save for her parents) live.

Now I feel like a jackass, she accepted my apology but I really feel bad about it. I'm off to try and make things a little better.

I fucking hate school! I dont want to be in third period right now because I have better things to do with my time than sit at a computer and type, wait, why the fuck am I here typing for no reason when I could be playing games on my cell phone??? Oh right, I forgot my cell phone at home again, god damn it all the Hell. ******************************************************************************* this represents the long chain of obscenities I want to say right now but can't.