I feel like i can't do anything without hurting someone. When i moved here i hurt my best friend, when i wanted to move back i hurt my mom, I told my friend how i feel which hurts my boyfriend, and i want to be with my boyfriend, which hurts my friend. It's all crazy and I dont know what to do. I'm just tired of hurting people.I'm tired of hurting! I dont know what to do!!!

Unreal then,
Like how you were my friend,
Unreal,
Like together 'till the end,
Unreal,
how you made my feelings bend,
Unreal,
how the lies became a trend,
Unreal now,
how you'd do it once again,
Unreal,
how you still try to be my friend,
and in the end...
It's still unreal how your the one
who has helped my heart to mend.
Unreal


Chritena LeeAnn Wall

When I Neded You
You gave me strength
when I was at the end,
You held me high
and showed me truth,
Again.
You even called me friend,
You needed me,
When I needed you.

Christena LeeAnn Wall

Tired of Pretending

She's tired of pretending,
she has too much to hide,
she seems so free and happy,
but no one knows what's inside.
Alone she carries the weight of the world,
while striving to show
that she's strong.
As her heart is tossed and whirled,
will she ever find where she belongs?
The vital signs are there,
but is she still alive?
She wishes that someone would care...
as tears stream through her eyes.

Christena LeeAnn Wall