well its another one of those effing beautiful loving diary entrys people. well let us just say that i officailly hate gho. i hate people whom give me false hope. i hate when my nail grows and then when i notice it breaks. i hate when my leg starts hopping for no apperent reason. i hate when you get sex cramps without sex. i hate when i get goosebumps and its anything but cold. i hate when its sunny one day and i look outside that night and its snowing. i hate when i get that weird feeling in my stomach when im talking to someone. i hate when i feel stoned and im not. i hate when my toes are cold so then all the rest of my body gets cold. i hate not having a cellphone anymore. i hate missing calls. i hate not getting sleep and saying something really stupid. i hate when my contacts rotate and everything gets all blury. i greatley dislike gho at this moment. dont know why. just do.


okay but anyways. those of you whom are reading this and got this far congrats. you officially know some of those things that i hate so much.

today was just hell. i dont like today. november 29 is officailly demonic day for me.

some of you that actually want to talk to me should write me cus i need to feel the love.

okay i finished like 3. i gave up... there are too many of you!lol

ahhh okay all you whom are my friends will soon be recieving and email.... because my boredness. so yeha.. and because i dont talk to like half of you anyway... :P

god damn you LIKE and god damn you LOVE. i hate you both. your are both assholes. i hate everything im a hateful person. stupid stupid. i hate this.

haha. the amazing wonders of weed. i love you weed. *goes to bacyard and gets weed* i love you so much i just wanna smoke you. lol. yeah as you can guess i feel much better. but thats cus i love weed. lol. thats kinda sad. i put lol. and i am laughing. and everytime i put lol i laugh. even then. and its even sadder that im writng this. lol. im sitting in my room lauging at me typing. lol. that is funny. well yeah bac to what i was saying.... oh yeah the amazing wonders of weed. it makes the hurt go away. bye bye hurt HELLO WEED.