YAA!! schools gonna start in a few days!!

A few days ago i was thinking if someone really hated me and if i wanted to hate them how bad i could really be? I've always been nice so i guess you could say my "evil" side is burried with the good. I hope thats a good thing because i could have the possiblilty to be EXTREMELY evil and i pray to the almighty father that i will never have to unleash the inner evil that has been wrapped up by the chains of justice and light.

Life is what you make of it and if you surround your self with negative influences then all you'll feel is negative things, you have to be surrounded with positve influences. If you only look at the bad things in someone then all you'll ever see in everything is the bad. I live by two philosophies (SP?) "If you do something be it good or bad, it will come back 3X over" and "Everything little or big happens for a reason.". If you wish to be enlightend then use these words to help yourself live a good life. If you take these words and throw them, well sorry.

why does everyone want me to go to there parties?

a few days ago i was talkin to this person and liked me and i wanted to see what she looked like to se who i was talkin too... the first time she sent me a fake pic..so no i have no reason to be in anything other than a friendship with this person cuz she lied to me.

WHY IS EVERYONE SO FUCKIN DEPRESSED. ITS STARTIN TO PISS ME OFF... "I HAVE NO WILL TO LIVE"..."THIS IS WORTHLESS".. AND WHATS UP WITH PEOPLE SAYING THERE SATANIC OR LIKE THE DEVIL.. I DONT THINK THEY KNOW THE REAL HIM...full or lies.. promises are false and materialistic... ANYONE SEE THE LIGHT?? MESSAGE ME IF YA DO.

Peace to thy and the world.

i think nikki is starting to grow on me....

i met the girl named kayla and she'snice and she seems down to earth..

I'm So sun burnt from yesterday.. 7 hours of roofing!

YES!!!!!!!!!! she likes me we like the same things this is awesome!

i befriended this really good girl Razy. I was amazed that her birthday was 5 days after mine. She's so beautiful and i really hope she likes me and if she does i hope that were friends for a while and possibly over time things could become bigger. But if not i'm still really happy that i befriended Razy.

A few days ago Steph was saying that i'm too smart for my age... i was wondering if you could actually be too smart for your age.. Thanks steph for the awesome comment! I personally think that you can't be to smart for you own age, personally i like to learn and you have all seen and i'm not trying to show it off or anything, but honestly can you be to smart?

i've been pondering wether to live in England or stay in Canada... But after much thinking i;ve found that i'm going to try my hardest to live in England in hopefully a small village or town where i can teach and have an awesome life.
  I've also been trying to find possible places to dwell and so far i've found one area.. Warwickshire.. it's in the middel of England. But there are hundereds of different places in England so i guess it's good that i start searching now.
 My dad asked me if i was for sure that i want to live in England and i told him "well ya!". I hope that the whole trip thing with my buds will go through after college but if things are good.. when were on our trip i'm thinking of kinda branching off and taking a little "de-tour" to find a place to settle down.

I met a really cool friend from texas that seems really nice.. she said she liked my pics so its all cool, i also really like hers...

I fianly found a few websites that teach you about ki and how to use it... i've been trying it out and it's really working. If there is a class in town the teahes it i would really liket o sign up.. so i better keep track with the papers to see what i can find...

i think becky hates me but she doesnt want to say it

Uhhh... 1 more day until jack comes back from his canoe trip... then we can get together.. play some PS2, and Diablo LoD over B.Net

I'm also debating wether to start writing a fantasy story in my spare time.
  I checked how long of our vacation we have left and there is about a month and i bit. There so ripping us off. And now that were a part of a different school division our whole school is pretty much different which sucks.

i have been soo bored lately. But its been okay because some outgoing people have messaged me to talk so its all cool. Alex and i are planing to do something today or tommorrow but he's so buried with this aunts ^%#$@ chores. He's like their &^$%! salve. So i hope he can come over some time today but if it doesnt work then tommorow hopefully for sure.

Last night i had the weiredest dream ever. Are you ready?

okay i was at lindsays house, which i have never been to, but it was a "representation" that my mind thought, anyways and Lindsay didn't say but i knew that in my dream she liked me. I dont know that as a fact. And i was pretty much just going around her house and we were talking and my sister was there! Ya but the house looked like the portal place for Crash Bandicoot for PS??