I guess i shall make myself into a book read me but try not to tear the pages there very sensitive.

Lets see is there anythang new happing in my lovely life. Well it still sux like usall im not trusted at all by my mom so i get to go to stupid Daycare crap and it sux major ass. I hate realtionships and never want another cuz no matter wut in the end some1 is ripped open from the inside and internally bleading. I dont want to be the person who doesnt want to wake in the moring to now that the love of there life is gone and never coming back to them and will soon move on to some1 else and it just makes you wana crawl in deep hole and never get out. I also dont like braking hearts to hear a guy cry is like every1 close to me dying (as a few of my friends just resantly learned death is something that can easly make me cry over i cry for any1s loved ones death)I can not take it i brake down in tears and just want to put up with the misery of feeling like your looked up and that as soon as you get emotions they will be throne in your face. Well tht is a very short sumary of the things that are going on in my head.

Love me always
   Hurt me never
Chrisy M