There are many things in life that I am proud of, and few that I regret. You are both. For nothing in this world both torments and elates me, like my memories of you.
This time isn't for "Us". "Us" was too soon, to sudden, and "Us" was one of the hardest times of my life, yet I cherish it with every molecule that makes me who I am...
and for the life of me I hope I never forget it.
I'll always hope that fate, through her mercy, will give "Us" another chance.
And that keeps me going.

It's crazy all the places I want to go in my life. My mind is filled with a greed to soak up as much of the world's knowledge and treasure as is physically possible. I want to indulge in all the foods the world has to offer. I want to feast upon sights and sounds that many see but few appreciate. I want to see and DO so many things.

I wonder if I'll have enough time?