heyy
im feeling completely alone. All my friends tht i hold near to my heart are leaving me. im tired of saying goodbye.
the other day one of my friends brothers told me to live life where ever it takes u life a care free life. he also said forget all the troubles u have had. I responed "Forget" thats a word that has not had an impact on me i cant forget my dad leaving me for drugs another woman and their unborn son. i cant forget that every single day i go through hell fighting with the ppl i hold close. i cant forget watching my friend die because of her father beating her.
i cant forget last year when a person (going to remain nameless) tried to rape me!
yea i seem happy around my friends and yea i lie bout how i truly feel but i relzed today no one in this entire fucking world cares about me.