i believe ive never felt this way before i fill so dead inside with no way out seems like my life is one big blur days go by and i cant remember a thing like if im dead. all i do is sit here and stare and think about lots of things that i never can remember. im starting to wonder if i am alive. school starts back next week and im not ready to go back. if things are the same next week as they are now i see no hope in me. i wish i knew why i felt so dead inside though. so much pain and its like im giving up on life. nothin seems right anymore. i dont even know myself anymore if i even ever did.
oh gosh i feel so bad. my stomach is killing me and i dont know why oh it so freakin hurts :'( and still i have no internet at home and so ill be back when i can bye
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Gender: Female $135,000
Age: 16 $50,000
Ethnicity: White/Caucasia
Height: 5'4 $0
Weight: 160 lbs. ($25,000)
Body Type: Average $0
Hair Color: Blonde $25,000
Eye Color: Blue $1,000
Handed: Right $5,000
Body Hair: No Hair $35,000
Shoe Size: 7 $5,000
Bald: No $0
20/20 Eyesight: Yes $5,000
Bra Size: NA $0
Cavities: None $5,000
Athletic Ability: Below Average $10,000
Attractiveness
IQ: 141 $162,036
SAT Score: NA $0
HS GPA: 2.5 $18,750
Education: High School $0
Bilingual: Yes $10,000
Income: NA $0
Profession: Student $0
Alcohol: Never $0
Smoker: No $15,000
Pot: No $10,000
Drugs: No $10,000
Exercise: Occasionally $10,000
Divorced: No $0
Comitted Felony: No $15,000
Watch Television: Often $2,500
Sexuality: NA $25,000
Style: Average $15,000
Artistic: Poor $0
Sense of Humor: Average $30,000
Addictive Personality: Yes ($15,000)
Give to Charity: Yes $25,000
Adult Content: Occasionally $0
Gamble: Never $0
Multiplier x2
Total: $1,468,572
and your inner dragon is a ....
Rift Dragon
In the war between good and evil, your inner Dragon self is rotten with the stench of EVIL.
When it comes to the powers of Chaos vs. those of Law and Order, your inner dragon walks a fine line between Law and Chaos.
As far as magical tendancies, a Rift Dragon's nature does not lend itself well to the ways of Magic.
During combat situations, the Rift Dragon shows a preference for the rending and slashing of Hand to Hand combat.
Dragon Description:
Rift Dragons are evil dragons that came into the world during the 3rd great dragon war, when the fighting and magic powers involved became so fierce that a hole was formed in the space-time continuum.
From a Rift Dragons Head to the tip of its tail, the dragon is black, even more than that, the dragon absorbs all light that hits it. It is even believed by some that this is how the dragon feeds, by actually swallowing light it comes into contact with.
Rift Dragons are cruel and merciless. They are worse than the enemy of all that is good, as they seem to the enemy of all that is living. A Rift Dragon will attack any living creature unless it is a creature of great power, even those of evil alignment.The Rift Dragon's main breath weapon is an anti-matter storm that engulfs it's victims, and often causes that victim (or part thereof) to literally cease to exist.
This Dragons favorite elements are: Antimatter and Pure Evil
How do I,
Get through the night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
Oh, I
I need you in my arms, need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything good in my life,
And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky,
There would be no love in my life,
There'd be no world left for me.
And I,
Baby I don't know what I would do,
I'd be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything real in my life,
And tell me now,
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Please tell me baby,
How do I go on?
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything,
I need you with me,
Baby don't you know that you're everything,
Real in my life?
And tell me now,
How do I live without you,
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
How do I live without you?
How do I live without you baby?
Quiz: What Kind of Dad Will He Be?
By Deborah Gaines
Your Results
Quiz Results
Diapers, baths, late-night feedings -- this dad will handle them all like a pro. You can count on him to administer the medicine for baby's first ear infection, and he'll probably want to take Junior to the doctor, as well. In fact, hands-on dads are so involved that they make great primary caregivers (this is the dad you want at home if you're planning to return to work). His parenting style will be based on nurturing, togetherness, and total involvement -- being there for his child will be his first priority.
Quiz: Test Your Family Finance IQ
Your Results
Your Score: 5 of 11, or 45%
Your Rank: Pretty Good!
You seem to have a decent knowledge about how much money it takes to raise a child. But you may want to learn a bit more about just how much having a child will cost you. Parents today spend more than ever to raise their kids -- even taking inflation into account. The average family having a child today will spend about $165,000 on their child before he even turns 18. And then it's time for college, which is expected to cost up to $200,000 for a private university in 2018. How much the average parent spends can depend on the family income, their geographic area, and how many children they have.
Your Score: 9 of 11, or 81%
Your Rank: Excellent!
You know a lot about the benefits -- and dangers -- of a car seat. But you might want to review your current seat's instructions to make sure you're using it as the manufacturer recommends. Make sure it's installed properly, and check the fit of the seat, seat belts, and harness to make sure that you're optimizing the safety that a car seat or booster seat offers.
Your Score: 5 of 10, or 50%
Your Rank: Pretty Good!
You're pretty aware of what to do in an emergency -- but you might want to beef up your knowledge. While calling 911 is always a safe option in an emergency, it may not always be the best course of action. You may be able to save your child's life by knowing exactly what to do when your child needs immediate medical attention.
Make sure to have a copy of your emergency phone list handy at all times and keep your first aid kit fully stocked. If you're not trained in CPR already, consider taking a training class. Contact your local Red Cross for more information.
Your Score: 5 of 10, or 50%
Your Rank: Pretty Good!
You seem to have a fairly good understanding of the causes and treatments of colds and flu. But it never hurts to beef up your knowledge. Kids are notorious for spreading germs by sneezing or coughing on their hands and then touching a toy or another child. Frequent hand washing is the best way to curb the transmission of these germs.
If your child comes down with a cold or the flu, the best medicine is rest and lots of liquids. Try reducing your child's fever by giving him a room-temperatu
Quiz: What's Your Breastfeeding IQ?
Your Results
Your Score: 4 of 11, or 36%
Your Rank: Study Up!
You might want to do some more reading on breastfeeding. Nursing can be a wonderful experience -- both physically and emotionally -- for mother and baby. Breast milk provides a baby with all the nutrients necessary for his health and growth. But in order for breastfeeding to be most beneficial, it's important to learn all the ins and outs.
Quiz: What's Your Infant Sleep IQ?
Your Results
Your Score: 2 of 7, or 28%
Your Rank: Study Up!
You might want to strengthen your knowledge about baby sleep. You and your baby will appreciate it! You can get started by reading the correct answers below.
Your Score: 7 of 11, or 63%
Your Rank: Pretty Good!
You are pretty knowledgeable about caring for your newborn. And your care is so important. Proper feeding, bathing, and baby-proofing are essential for keeping your baby healthy and safe. Buying the right car seat and crib are equally important.
A baby's needs are very different from your own -- and some of these needs may surprise you. Feeding may need to be more frequent than you would expect -- (every 3 to 4 hours, in most cases) while bathing can occur less frequently than you might think -- (2 to 3 times a week).