uhh... yah.... life sucks but I think I'm ok with it now. i'm soory to those involved, I don't want anyone to be put in the middle..... but I have made my choice, and for me this is the right one. I have no regrets. "why regret what can not be?" right? <3

Out of the corner of my eye I watch you
As you watch me walk past you in the hall
Silent without a word of recognition
I can feel your bright blue eyes follow me

Your eyes could fool anyone
They can be calm and caring
But I’ve seen them turn to ice
And stab through the heart

You who I used to call my friend
Your blond hair acts as a whip when you turn around
You are no longer in my sight
I have lost you in the sea of bodies in the ocean called high school

As I walk through the hall way I can hear your voice in my head
As though my mind was playing back an old memory
Of late night conversations containugn secrets we’d share
And then again of the fights.

Your voice like your eyes can be misleading
Childish and innocent one moment
Then hard and cold the next
Words can be much more powerful then you think

Words can paint a picture
And yours is a dark one I no longer wish to see
The kindness that can at times be found in your eyes
Will never heal the wounds you create with the ice

As much as I miss you
I am better off without you in my life.

W00T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE GOT BEST GAURD!!!!! we also got best music AND percussion!!! yay!!!! I was sooo0ooo00000000ooooooo excited when they anounced it. ah well.... thats in the past now, It's time to concentrate on getting Best gaurd again next week at the West competition. :)

w00t! my first diary entry on this site!!

I just got back from Maryland where was visiting all of my long lost friends..... acctually it's not that long since I moved in November but still. It was AWSOME to see them all again. I went to MTF which is my old theatre camp and saw the show.... I soooo wish i could gone this year. but after the show I went backstage and was jumped haha it was awsome! i didn't tell everyone i was comming so the people who knew were really excited and those who didn't were completly surprised. I missed them all sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. I also did some shopping in Fredrick and got a Phantom of the Opera music box. And I got a really cute purse ^-^ I looove it!!!

Me and Larissa spent a lot of time talking about our Les Miserables movie!! We plane to make a musical version of the movie in about 10 years. We're already planing out what all the sense are gonna look like where there gonna take place and what the characters are gonna look like and everything!!! we even discused merchandice haha a javert potato head I loove it!

I got bach Thurseday at 4 then around 6 or 7 I went to Kaleighs to sleep over.... i began to miss my bed.

Well thats all for now bye.