Through the looking glass
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Staring in the mirror
guess today just aint my day
stare a little harder
I'll pretend it's all okay
Let's find out what we get
But it's kinda hard to get passed
When you live life through the looking glass

~Leri

Daily dose of emo must be fulfilled!

"Untitled (for the sake of me)"

I use to be happy
I use to live
I use to believe
That our love is true
I use to love you
I use to want you
I use to wait
Everytime you were late

Now I cant stand you
I cant be around you
You know what you did wrong
You dont care
What you put me through
All of the lies
All of your lies
Dont even know
What was true
I dont know what happened to you

Left for someone
You dont even know
What have you
Put me through
Must feel good
To make just another me
I say it feels good
Not to be fooled anymore

I'm only being honest

I pulled a big spider out of my hair today. it bit me twice and I freaked out. there are no bumps though thankfully. gross

Wow, I can be a really horrible person sometimes...wtf is wrong with me?

Chris Benoit of the WWE: Smackdown wrestling was believed to have killed his wife and his child recently, and then he killed himself. For those of you who dont care, I dont care about you so much, just listen.

Chris was one of my favorites. I'm not sure if he did do it, but still I think of him the same.

RIP Benoit, 1967-2007

: :what IF...: :

I died:

I kissed you:

I fell:

I lived next door to you:

I showed up at your house unexpectedly:

I was murdered:

I cried:

I asked you to marry me:

I was hospitalized:

::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::

Personality:

Eyes:

Hair:

Family:

Smile:

::WOULD YOU::

Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?:

Keep a secret if i told you one?:

Hold my hand?:

Study with me?:

Cook for me?:

Love me?:

Date me?:

::HAVE YOU EVER::

Lied to make me feel better?:

Wanted to kiss me?:

Wanted to kill me?:

Broke my heart?:

Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

Hated me?:

Wanted to tell me something but didn't?:

Wondered about my sanity?:

Wanted to do something to me?:

::More::

When and how did we meet?:

Describe me in three words:

What was your first impression of me?:

What do you think of me now?:

What reminds you of me?:

Could you see us together forever?:

When was the last time you saw me?:

Funniest ever, idk why just is

<URL:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7JA37S9wnHE>

emo emo
in my head
emo emo
in my bed
emo emo
give me more
emo emo
on my floor
emo emo
that's unfair
emo emo
touch me there
emo emo's
scars are sore
emo emo
be my whore
emo emo
get me down
emo emo
go to town
emo emo
I'm a witch
emo emo
you're my bitch
emo emo
emo emo
let's give eachother scars to remember

it's like:

Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
To you, I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

and then:

I hear, a voice say "Don't be so blind"
It's telling me all these things, that you would probably hide
Am I, your one and only desire
Am I the reason you breathe, or am I the reason you cry
Always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you
I love you, I hate you, I cant get around you
I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore, this lack of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door and now I'm done with you
Done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you,done with you
I feel, like you don't want me around
I guess I'll pack all my things, I guess I'll see you around
Its all, been bottled up until now
As I walk out your door, all I can hear is the sound
Always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you
I love you, I hate you, I cant get around you
I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore, this lack of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door and now I'm done with you
I love you, I hate you, I can't live without you
I left my head around your heart
Why would you tear my world apart?
Always... always... always... always...
I see, the blood all over your hands
Does it make you feel, more like a man?
Was it all, just a part of your plan
The pistol's shaking in my hands and all I hear is the sound
I love you, I hate you, I cant live without you
I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore, this lack of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door and now I'm done with you
I love you, I hate you, I can't live without you
I love you, I hate you, I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore, this lack of solitude
I pick myself off the floor and now I'm done with you
Always... always... always...

? *shrugs* idk

Car Accident
A woman and a man are involved in a car accident; it's a bad one. Both of their cars are totally demolished but amazingly neither of them are hurt.

After they crawl out of their cars, the woman says, "So you're a man, that's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just look at our cars! There's nothing left, but fortunately we are unhurt. This must be a sign from God that we should meet and be friends and live together in peace for the rest of our days."

Flattered, the man replied, "Oh yes, I agree with you completely!"

"This must be a sign from God!" The woman continued, "And look at this, here's another miracle. My car is completely demolished but this bottle of wine didn't break. Surely God wants us to drink this wine and celebrate our good fortune."

Then she hands the bottle to the man, The man nods his head in agreement, opens it and drinks half the bottle and then hands it back to the woman.

The woman takes the bottle, immediately puts the cap back on, and hands it back to the man.

The man asks, "Aren't you having any?"

The woman replies, "No. I think I'll just wait for the police..."

[now that you've had a laugh, do my damn poll!]

This is a draft of what I will say to you.

"Nice note, too bad I wasn't that important enough for you. Also nice to know that you had to have Jennifer give it to me, which makes me even more mad that you couldn't even tell it to my face. This is for you [hands him stuff in a plastic bag], and I believe you have something of mine [snaps bracelet on my wrist]. Thanks for lowering my self-worth and lying to me."

I havent been on elftown forever. I just updated my homepage with more recent BETTER pics.

scars


I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel


Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is


[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel


I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand


[chorus]


I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself


I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

....tired..... mostly the only time I can get on is at night... z z z

La la la....mwahahah! people say im cute!!! hahahahahahah! hmmm....hypernesss.