Thank you for the input ^_^
I tend to try and rant when I hit these low points but, I have a rule. I type it all out. No backspacing. No deleting. I type everything I am thinking at the time. Well, maybe I fix typos at least.
I know not having a boyfriend isn't the end of the world, I just hit a low point and really needed to vent a bit. It helps me to gain some perspective. I rant now and reread in the morning. Re-examine what I was thinking. Stops me from ranting in person to someone I really shouldn't or to fighting with someone I don't need the extra drama from. Also it makes me realize how foolish I am for thinking certain things.
The boyfriend for Valentines Day part was just a fond thought, a little.
I usually just post these thoughts in my private journal but was so frustrated and angry with the boy in question that I forgot to put it in the private one. >.<
Still though thank you for the post.
Depressed again! Woo! Maybe I should talk to someone, oh wait no time too hahahaha.
:( Bah.
Well somehow...I think I managed to avoid the flu-plague this year! Woo immune system! Now excuse me while I go find something wooden to knock on before I summon the cold fairies, as I am sure that they will be on their way now.
So with changes at work it looks like I might be getting more midshifts...mi
Well its been awhile since I last put up an entry so might as well say this. Nothing has changed and life still is lame for me. Nothing going right. Sigh just gonna have to persevere and continue though, after all that is life and hopefully something will work out right?
Bah, nothing like ranting to the last person in the world you should rant to. >.<
Oh well can't do anything about what you've already done.
Time to bury myself in Pokemnon and mmo's!
Been feeling tired again. So tired I almost want to punch a wall. However I am sane enough to know that it would be a losing battle, and thus have not chosen to attempt that fight.
Hoping that life picks up and gains some semblance of a happy state soon. I need it. Be nice if there was someone around to fix that. Oh well.