Hello! I haven't put up a journal entry in a while, so why not. Right? School is ok, although I get a lot of homework. High School isn't everything I thought it would be, so that makes me incredibly happy. 1 term done, 3 more to endure. I'm a bit depressed that marching band is over for this year. I love hanging out with everyone and practicing drill into the wee hours of Tuesday night. Oh, well. Now we're in concert band and this is going to be my last year playing the flute in concert band. I'm learning the oboe because we don't have an oboe player and I'll be playing that next year during concert band.^^ Its a hard instrument but I'm trying really hard and I think I'll be able to do it. I'm still playing the piano like crazy. I just played in an art show this past Saturday with one of my friends who play the violin. Everything went great and they want us to come back and bring some friends to play with us. I don't understand how someone can't be musically inclined at all. I wouldn't be able to live without music. Listening to music isn't enough for me, I need to make music with my voice or an instrument whether it be piano, flute, or oboe. Speaking of singing, I can't wait until the musical in the Spring. I love theater, its sooo much fun. :D Hmmmm. Whats going on in my life thats absolutely cool and awesome... I've been growing closer to my friends and I wouldn't be able to live without them :D Luv You Guys! Just a little update I suppose. This isn't everything of course. Of course there are yucky things happening in my life, but why bring it all down on you? I'll just tell you the good things^^ Best Wishes. <3
YAY! I got my hair cut and I am so happy with it! w00! I could shout it from the rooftops, although I don't know where to find one thats flat enough that I won't fall off^^ Oh well.
My new diary entry got deleted^^ What luck I have. So I'm writing it up again.
I figured that since I haven't done a journal entry in forever, I should probably do one, no matter how short or how long. It's most likely going to be ramblings or events that will or have happened. First off:
I just got back from a birthday party. It was for a couple friends and when I got there, it was a surprise party for me! It was so fun. I had a lot of laughs with all my friends. I have a horrible ickish sunburn on my upper back and shoulders and people kept grabbing my shoulders and so I ended up beating up people with a poster! It was an extremely fun party. Even though its very belated, I don't mind. I mean, they threw me a party! They remembered! That made me kinda get a natural high if anyone knows what that is and feels like. Its the best feeling in the world. You feel like your needed and that your important to someone. And you feel that if you were to leave, at least someone would miss you and maybe even cry. Thats the most powerful feeling ever in my book.
I went down to the Carolina's to visit family. Let me tell you, the country is definitely my place. Walking or driving down those country roads puts you into perspective, let me tell you. Sure, its a bunch of corn, and smallish to bigish ranches, but its so beautiful out there. Its quiet, the air tastes sooooo clean and you feel so at home. But it is soooooooo hot!!!!! Burn baby, burn!
I was thinking a couple nights ago about death. I know, your probably thinking DEATH!!!! WHA?!? I was thinking that if I was to die, how I wouldn't mind all that much. If I got into a car crash, or got shot, or even got a desiese (sp? its summer. I'm on vacation!) and died from it, how I would'nt mind at all. I thought that I was crazy or suicidal or something. But then I realized that all the ways I wouldn't mind dying in had nothing to do with me. None of the ways involved me killing or hurting myself, it would just happen and I'd be ready for it. Your probably thinking now...ok. At least I know where I'd go. I do believe in God and salvation and since I'm saved, I know I'd go to heaven. I'm not pushing my beliefs on anyone, I'm just noting what I believe.
I'm getting my braces off at the end of the summer!!!! YESSSSSSSS!!! Can't wait. I've had them for 3 years. Its time. I'm tired of getting sores in my mouth and trying to floss around metal wires and junk. Also, it will be so much easier to brush and keep my teeth CLEAN! I do keep good care of my teeth now, its just going to be soooo much easier! My friend just go hers off last Monday and shes had them on less time then me! Boy, now that I think of it. I have like 4 friends who have gotten theirs off in the past couple months. TT.TT I'm left behind with these torturous metal appliances! GREat.
Hmmmmm... What else... Oh. I spent 2 weeks in the Carolina's and I hid from the sun so I wouldn't get burned and then I come home and the second day I'm back, I get burned. OOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I have been practicing my piano! Yay!!! I got some pretty nice music that I'm playing with a friend. So that makes it a duet just so you know. Its called Juex D'Enfants and its pretty cool. My favorite movement is The Top. I get to play the Primo, which would be the higher up part. I am really getting into piano now thanks to some very inspiring friends. Thanks to all of you who have inspired and/or helped me with my music. Some of you have helped me and you don't even know anything about it.
I guess that about wraps it up. If you read it all, thanks. If you skimmed, thanks as well. And if you just skipped down here to the bottom and began reading, your werid, but I probably already knew that.^^
I had to get up at 7:30 this morning so I could go to a teen bible devotion. The food tasted really good and it cheered me up a lot to be with my cousin and a group of girls that mostly I didn't know. We played a couple of games that related to the lesson and had this AWESOME devotion. I liked it a lot and the girl who taught the lesson is like supeeeeerrrrrr nice. This lasted for like 3-4 hours. The house was awesome too. It was on the edge of a lake way in the woods and the whole house seemed so pretty and there was even a grand piano that looked all glossy black and stuff. The moment I get home, there is no one here and I am like all alone and my sour-ish mood settles on top of me again. Ehhhhhhh my feet are so cold! I feel like lighting a candle. O k's I best get going.
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So ya, I was bored out of my mind so I decided that I wanted to type something up. Lets see...
Right now my life kind of sucks. But the awesome fact that I might get into Jazz Band this year makes me smile. Besides that, my life is pretty dull and floppy. I mean, I just had this big Algebra test that I studied till my brain, eyes, back and arm hurt, but I got a decent grade on it, I have a science project due on Friday about a skeletal and muscular disease, and to top that off
(you thought I couldn't?!?! ha!) I have walked home alone in the rain for three days straight. Go figure. Oh well, I think I will just go and stare at my wall for a couple hours before I go to sleep. Sweet dreams, night, night.
:o There is a diary here!! I never knew! o: