There are many people in my life that are important to me, but only two stand out. My bestfriend Jesse, and rob. They are what keep me alive, they're what hammer down the remainder of my sanity... I don't know what I'd do without them. I'm not saying everyone else isn't important, just secondary to those two. The joy and hurt they can cause is unimaginable... i love you both, know that and I'll always remember the two of you the way you were when we were at our best. Blaze hasn't lost any importance to me but she's dead. Blazavi, I'm sorry, but you're dead to me. You can never take Blaze's place. I hope it doesn't hurt you -as a matter of fact, I know it won't but it still needs to be said. I want nothing more than for all of us to be happy. Things should be so different...