life's a bitch. i only have 1 friend who's being honest with me... which is nice but i haven't seen her in forever... frankly, i miss her... she's funny, awsome, and totally great. plus, she writes some draggyn-hott poetry and short stories.
peace,
allie

life sux. no one's here with me. i luv alan. he's dating my friend nicole. grr. i am such an idiot. i should've told him i liked him. he doesn't need to know i'm in love w/him though. help me. later, allie

i hate my life. alan can't keep his hands where they belong.
my ex wants me back
this guy i don't like and who is creepy thinx i'm hott and wants me in almost every disgusting position. and my finals are comin up next week and i have a boring empty summer ahead of me...
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Peace,
allie

hey j... i'd write alot but the library's about to close. can't wait to get outta this town for a while. love u all... and hate u all... it's a lovely love/hate relationship. i know, i'm crazy...
later,
alanda

di:
2morrow is snowcoming. alan is my date. i wanna die. he's a sick pig. and a sexhungry idiot. him in a suit is gonna be a joke. 2nite i get my dress off layaway at debz at the mall. and i have to buy shoes still. lunch is soon. i m spending the nite in quincy w/2 girls i don't even know. g2g.
later,
alanda

Di:
i want to die but that's totally besides the point. i hate school. i hate midterms. and i swear to Goddess that this place is like a freaking prison. and i'm avoiding my homework. oh well. grrrrr. i love poetry but the class sux. oh well. and Alan finally asked me out. too bad he did it when i was finally over him. anyway i was dumb and said yes. Now all i ever hear is "are you really going out with alan?" and it's getting really annoying. anyway it was really funny though cuz for the first week that we were going out i was totally confused on whether we were or not. cuz of course it took him a good 2-3 days to come right out and ask it instead of just making simple implications about it. typical guy. oh well. i gotta do my work. so see you later.
Later Then,
Lalah Gypsy Raunie McRae

Di:
I just finished a test and my homework... My spanish teacher is so cool. she let us sing xmas songs in spanish. a lot better than what we're doing in my other classes. my bff/cuzzin is mad @ me cuz i accidentally got her into trouble w/her idiot father... what does he know about our religion anyway... he's such a stupid dope... u really shouldn't talk about things u know nothing about... but whatever! I've gotten rid of my WritersBlock for like an 8th of a 2nd... then i lost my lucky guitar pick... don't ask... but i've written sum truly awesome poems w/it though. i'm gonna send them in and try to get them published... gottago... sincerely, Call Me Gypsy!!!***

I think this is one of the gayest days of my life. One of my friend's been sick for 4 days and her mom's too evil to let her stay home due to this so you know it's bad. I have yet ANOTHER story that I've left unfinished. The only good thing right now is that I'm passing most of my classes and that my lowest grade is a C in spanish2. Can you believe I'm in Health class right now? Thank goodness I finished my work yesterday. And I've got a new website...
www.freewebs.com/alandamcrae/
It's totally cool, I even have a chatroom on it!

this is the worst day of my life. homecoming is totally in my "illegals" category. my bf took a week and a half to email me. he's such a chode. lol. jk.
well. g2g.
-alae-

Di,
i hate my life. oh well. whatever. i can't wait to go to lisha's house. i'm gonna c if I can call Andie. i can't wait to get the plans finalized for the slumber party. lol.
Laytadayz!

di,
i wanna die, life sux. oh well. i gotta go and die now. and people, Don't come to my funeral. i don't even want one.
laytadayz,
alee

di,
sup. n2m here. i'm in a mood. creeps threw my glasses in the river. gotta go. saved a kitten that was REALLY cute.
laytadayz,

di,
n2m iz happening here. my life sux and this town don't help none. lol. all my friends are out on vacation. lol. and i'm stuck in this pit. life sux. i gotta remember to go to websites.
andie's and some my mom recommended.
www.secondspin.com
www.84silver.com
www.expage.com/wykkeritings
www.expage.com/wykkeritings2

Di,
yep, that's rite, i want 2 di. jk,lol. i don't really wanna die. i just wanna avoid my 1 friend's b/f cuz he's so psycho and he wants to have a 3sum w/me and my friend. UGH!! he may be hott but he is way 2 controlling 4 my tastes. even if he denies that he's controlling, he iz. so much so it scares me that my friend will get herself hurt. oh well. she's so "in love" with him that i can't get through to her anymore. i've even had a few nightmares about it. gottago.
Sincerely,~me~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Di,
n2m is happening here. i'm in class. this is a cool resentation day. so i have to make this quick. guyz always think it's interesting to hunt. what a load of s***. laytadayz!

Diary,
hey. nothing much has happened to me today. i finally got around to signing up like my one friend, andi, suggested. sis still hasn't. one of my friends is depressed. he's beginning to scare me. hope he gets better. i got 3 awards at school today for my stupid A's. Go me. (Sarcasm)
oh well. not much else to say.
gotta go.